I have been seeing a single SP over a number of years and been experiencing a bit of an emotional quandary over the last few months. I don't know whether its a fact I'm just getting older or I am just afraid of being alone, but I seem to be struggling with becoming attached to her in a way that I find unsettling.  We have always, I believe, connected on more than just a sexual level. We have had long conversations about virtually anything that came to mind. I even enjoy spending time with her ju