jdstar

I'm not sure why, but lately I've been missing my ex wife and can't seem to get her out of my mind. We divorced 4 years ago and I haven't spoken to her since, and I know that I never will speak with her in any meaningful way ever again. We were married for 20 years.

I've been casually seeing a new lady now for almost 2 years and we have a good relationship, but for some strange reason my ex popped back into my head and I can't shake the thought of her.

Anyone else ever encounter this?

I'm on the sidelines to wait and see what happens. I don't want to be the first one charged under the new law and become the new poster boy for all of us perverts.

Jdastar, are you referring to this girl?

http://ottawa.backpage.com/FemaleEscorts/avibe-now-bondy-ay-1oo-re-incony-best-duo-22/23231234

 

Yes, that's the girl I'm referring to.

I think I want to find out. Lately I've been having fantasies about being used by a couple. I'm curious about having the woman teach me how to suck cock so I can get it hard and ready for her and even help guide it inside her.

She was a buxom blonde when I saw her, and she works with Vanessa. Pics are real. Wonderful, natural curves, on a pretty, young french gal.

Vanessa number 2 is real and she looked cute. That's all I can say as I didn't meet up with her, but did cross paths with her when I had an appointment with her girlfriend Alya. Not the best location, but her pics are legit.

Seen her a month or so ago. Pics are real. She seems to work with her friend Vanessa when she comes to town. I had a glimpse of Vanessa, and she also looked very pretty. As far as services, I don't have any comments to ad.

My boys are now 15 and 18 and I can't remember a day of grief. On the other hand, my sister has 2 daughters, 12 and 15, and they are becoming shadows of their former selves. They were the 2 sweetest girls you could ever meet but they have transformed into 2 self entitled little trash bags. Hopefully it passes.

I feel like it gives the ad more credibility. It's harder to pass off a video as your own if its not. With photos, I know a lot of people always wonder if its TGTBT, and a video that matches the photos seems to eliminate this obstacle.

I'm not sure I'll be able to do it, but this year I'm thinking of telling someone that seriously hurt me that I forgive them. Caring around resentment is a burden that I want to let go of some day. Maybe 2014 will be the year.

Twas the night before Christmas, his wife gone to bed,

while visions of ladies still danced in his head.

Shopping completed, he'd worked like an elf,

Presents galore for all but himself.

But he'd been a good boy for most of the year,

And knew he had earned some holiday cheer.

So he opened his laptop and kept it discreet,

Then started the search for his own Yuletide treat.

CERB dot ca was his best Christmas guide,

Which beauty to meet all that's left to decide.

With pages of ladies that beat any toy,

Reco's from Jabba, Notch and Cowboy...

You'd think a to-do-list would some day get done

But instead it keeps growing one after one.

Rebbeca or Jessica...Emily J?

Sweet Sami or Mia for an evening of play?

Then there's Cleo and Kathryn, two of the best,

Of course not forgetting Jessy Celeste.

Cute aza Button, SP or MA...

An hour of pleasure's a phone call away.

So with homework complete and a grin ear to ear,

He proceeded to dial his gift for the year.

"Come down through my chimney, but don't make a sound,

We'll have to quiet there's someone around."

Then hanging his phone he sat with delight,

And imagined the things he'd be doing tonight.

When lickety-split as agreed on the matter,

From the roof top there came a small pitter patter.

In stockings and garters she made her way through,

And stuck a long leg from the fireplace flu.

Then squeezing the rest of her through that tight space,

She arrived at the man's with the grin on his face.

"You're just what I wished for...an angel in Body,

let's make our way on to the list of the naughty"

So quickly they reached a state of undress,

Then she straddled his lap and took charge of the rest.

When almost he entered her heavenly place,

His eyes caught the sight of a family face.

A girl on his lap, his wife now standing by,

He knew it was time to make up a lie...

"My dearest! You missed him! You just missed Saint Nick!"

(He thought up his lie, and he thought it up quick)

"Look what he brought us...he thought it'd be fair,

To bring us this wonderful gift we could share."

"After all the unwrapping I read the instructions,

And was just going to call you for your introduction"

His wife stood there puzzled and then asked her guy...

"How'd you think Santa had known I was bi?"

"This secret I've kept since my days back in college,

And nobody knew to the best of my knowledge...

...There must be a Santa I truly believe!

cause look what he brought us on this Christmas Eve!"

"I don't mean to be selfish, may I try her first?

I think she will quench my bi-sexual thirst."

So the husband stood by for a show quite devine,

With his wife and the lady discovered online.

And when it was over he stumbled to bed,

With a vision he'll never get out of his head.

And the lesson he learned after all that he'd done?

...Don't tell the truth if lies are such fun.

Merry Christmas

My best gift ever was a baseball glove. I even slept with it sometimes. To this day, when I get stressed or anxious, I always think back to playing ball. It's my happy place.

Emily Oreo's ads are almost enough to satisfy a guy looking for role play. She seems good with the daddy reference. I've tried to set something up with her but haven't actually seen her.

Emily J. I haven't seen her, but by all accounts, she seems to have earned expert status.

It's the best! I've had a relationship with a squirter and there's nothing better than feeling her hot juice flood all over you. I love it all over my cock or my face. It can be quite the cleanup, but its well worth it.

I've occasionally rubbed one out under my desk - I find it more exciting to be somewhere I might get caught - although actually getting caught would be a whole new thing, so I keep it discreet.

I really enjoy both, but I'd have to say that I'm more of an exhibitionist. I especially enjoy being an ehibitionist if it helps get the voyeur off. I met a couple once, and the guy wanted to watch his girlfriend give head and take a facial. It was really exciting being sucked on and watching this guy stroke off to his girl feeding on my cock. Even when I'm a voyeaur, I can't help but wanting to stroke myself, so inevitabley I'd turn into an exhibitionist even if I'm there to watch.

Jill in orleans advertises on BP in both the body rubs and escorts sections

http://www.cerb.ca/vbulletin/member.php?u=74985

Beautiful Moon advertises here as Egyptian

I like going to the movies on my own. I don't tell anyone, and just turn my phone off and am unreachable for a few hours.

My ex used to cum from nipple play until she also found out that she could cum from sneaking around fucking one of my old friends. I no longer keep track of what gets her off now.

I think I'd be freaked out too.

I couldn't imagine that a first encounter would be a travel date, but that's just my thoughts. I would think someone would be a client first, then a repeat, and then maybe evolve from there. Probably the best place to start would be to let those that visit you and connect with you know that you also offer travel companionship or extended dates.

I've had a few hook ups lately that could have gone the FWB route, but I chose not to. I found after the second hook up, both times were followed up with texts that started getting too friendly. It starts out with 2 people looking for a sexual escape, but I don't think it could ever stay that way on a continuous basis. I choose not to find out what lies farther down that path.

Actually I think paying for the experience better defines things if you want something with no strings attached.

I'd like to start as a watcher and graduate to a performer before the night is through.