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    So I am 31 years old, newly married and my wife is suffering from long term mental illness. She has always struggled with depression and anxiety but things have really taken a turn for the worst over the last 12 months. She currently on stress leave from work and is seeing a doctor and a psychologist. It all seems to help a bit but no silver bullets yet and things remain hard.

     

    Basically living with this is what pushed me to start seeing escorts and massage providers. For the last 12 months everything has fallen on me, cooking, cleaning, caring for the pets, taking her to all her appointments and handling all the money issues that arise from going down to one income. This was all combined with the need to always be the positive one and never, ever show if I am sad or mad about something. Seeing escorts is a break. For an hour every month my life didn't have to be about caring for someone else, it could be about me. I really think that this release was the only way that I stayed sane.

     

    Take tonight, we are booking tickets to go stay with some family we have somewhere warm. This is a luxury for us because, as I mentioned, the wife is not working right now. Instead of being happy that we are going to get away somewhere warm, she is depressed and teary that we can't afford to go businesses class.

     

    I have no idea how do deal with this. I am doing the best I can not to show anger as it will send her into a depressive episode that could last days. So instead I fake positivity and try to distract her with tea and pet talk. Hopefully her mood improves before we go.

     

    Anyway I started this thread because I felt it might help to write about stuff as it happens. I am going to keep adding to it as I feel the need.

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    Hello fellow Cerbians, I am looking for a little advice.

    My regular SP (who is amazing in every way) is retiring soon so I am looking to find a new SP to meet with. So far I haven't had much luck with the women I have been meeting. They have all been very kind and professional but I haven't felt that "click" if you know what I mean. What I am trying to find is a real Girlfriend experience (talking and cuddling and the illusion of a little romance). Body type doesn't really matter to me, though I am looking for someone in the 20 to 35 age range.

     

    Any ideas?

    :-)

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    For me it was a way to stay sane. I love my partner but for the last 2 years she has been battling a mental illness that has put a huge strain on her, me and our relationship. Sex has dropped down to pretty much zero and everything in our lives revolves around trying to get her well. I thought I was going to go crazy with the stress and then I saw an SP. All of a sudden I had an hour that was all about me. An hour where I could relax and stop worrying. It was truly amazing.

     

    Now I try and see an SP every couple of weeks. I have met some truly amazing women and i feel way better.

     

    Do I feel guilty for hiding it from my partner? Yes. Am I planning to stop? No. Does that make me a shitty person? Probably. Sigh.

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    Just curious about how other hobbiests feel about MSOG? Is it important to you when selecting an SP?

    For myself after I (and hopefully my partner;-)) orgasm once what I want is to relax and cuddle and talk. I really have no urge to go again right then but spending some peaceful time with a beautiful intelligent lady? Perfection.

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