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  1. Posted · Edited by aznluvrr
    Grammar, and added last sentence.

    22 hours ago, Phaedrus said:

    That wasn't the understanding I had of Prufrock's post. I read it as him being concerned that the MA might cross boundaries like this with someone else in the future.

     

    Prufrock's second paragraph where he talks about the difficulty in deciding to report, the confirmation of my near-certainty of what happened, and asking whether a similar situation would happen again in the future came all added up to me as if he wanted it to happen to him (since if I were not to report, that's means there is at least that MA and maybe many more MAs that might do what I think certainly happened for free again). And as Greenteal said in one of his earlier comments, there are too many who would be willing to pay extra for what may have been a gratuitous service that occurred to me.

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    2 hours ago, Prufrock's Back said:

    To the OP, kudos to you for your open account of your feelings and interpretation of the events, and your clarification of things a few posts above.  I hope you can ignore the victim blaming of Greenteal, contrary to what he says, none of what happened was your fault, you did not ask for what happened;  you should not feel any guilt whatsoever.

    Moving forward on this, it is difficult in terms of making a decision on reporting this or not.  In your mind are you 100% sure things happened as you feel they did (you seem to believe so in your clarification to Notch above)  Going from there  do you feel concern that this unwanted situation will happen again to others in the future like it did to you?  

    Best to you aznluvrr!

     

    I am quoting your comment in my response, unlike in my previous ones, because I wanted to say something in regards to your question. You should not be wishing/hoping/imagining that my situation will happen to others (and truth be told, I am getting the impression from your question that you want it to happen to you). If you do, it is rather sick because it endangers the health of both parties. Anybody who finds themselves in a situation like mine should get tested ASAP and if there was ill intention with either party, it should be reported right away.

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    It is good to see people having a small debate from my post and sharing their opinions with the intention of helping me out. I am thankful that this online forum has good people. With that being said though, I at the moment do not consider myself a "victim" from my situation because I do not know what was the intention of the MA I was with. If she had intended to take sexual advantage of me or abuse me sexually from the vulnerable state I was in, I would then consider myself a victim and report her immediately. However, if her intention was to provide an non-communicated "extra mileage" and I misunderstood it, then all feelings of violation will be gone and it'll be an interesting lesson learnt. Hence why I have decided to settle this privately with her, as suggested by many here.

     

    To be clear with why I posted my situation in this forum, I did so due to my background (which is explained in my original post). I did not know what to do, and feeling confused and conflicted did not help in trying to find a solution to my situation. I hoped that posting here would allow me to see some different perspectives, get advice, and calm down before I did anything else to solve my situation. Luckily there are good people here in this forum, so I got what I was looking for and I am very thankful for it. At this point, I have contacted the MA and want it to be settled well. I will not provide any further details here, unless she did have bad intentions and I have to report her, since this is now a private matter. Thanks a lot and I hope you're enjoying the much warmer weather in town!

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    Thank you for the responses, the different opinions were helpful in helping me think more clearly when I was feeling bothered over the sense of violation I had.

     

    For clarification, it was not the first time I saw the MA in question. I had seen her a handful of times, and we had discussed in person (in previous sessions) and online (when planning for upcoming sessions) what we enjoy during sessions and what we could introduce into our next session(s). With the most recent session I had with her, we had agreed online to introduce blindfolds and handcuffs. And this was not the first time I've been blindfolded and handcuffed by a MA that I was seeing regularly. Therefore, I think Greenteal's reassessment is probably correct where she misinterpreted and I misunderstood her actions. As suggested by most, if not all here, I will settle this privately with her.

     

    To NotchJohnson's comment: She was sitting on my lower abdomen/crotch area and had her hands on my chest, so she was not doing the blowing hot air on my penis.

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    Hi, I recently had a MA session where something happened and I feel conflicted and confused. I wanted to get the opinions of others and see what I should do. I would greatly appreciate the opinions of MAs, so MAs feel free to message me your opinion (if you didn't want to publicly reply to my post).

     

    For some background, I have been partaking in the MA hobby for nearly half-a-dozen years now and I usually stick to a couple MAs for whatever length of time because I enjoy my connection with those ladies. So, while I am not new to the hobby, the number of MAs I have been with is on the lower end despite my lengthy(?) participation. Due to these conditions, what happened to me recently with the new MA I have been seeing has conflicted and confused me.

     

    During my most recent session with the new MA I am seeing, I was blindfolded and handcuffed when she was massaging my front while on top of me. Things got heated and I noticed at some point that about an inch and a half to two inches of my penis was wrapped in a particular warmth that is only felt when having sex without a condom. I asked her, "Is my penis in you?" and she replied, "No." But, after she replied, that particular warmth around the top portion of my penis was gone, and the massage continued with no further talk about what happened. I had not requested or consented to her about having my penis touching or being in her vagina in any way before or during the session. She is only a MA, not a SP.

     

    After that session, I have been feeling very conflicted and confused. This has never occurred to me before with a MA before, and I'm pretty sure what she did is unacceptable within the MA industry. I feel violated because it was done when I was in a vulnerable position (blinded, handcuffed, no condom), but I am not sure if what I experienced was rape. I don't know whether I should report her (or not) or to talk to her about (or not). That is why I am making this post to know if other hobbyists in this forum have experienced something similar and if MAs in this forum have done something similar with a client. I would like to know what people here think what I should do and I would greatly appreciating knowing your opinions because the violation I feel is very unsettling. Feel free to message me instead of replying to this post if you would prefer privacy with this sensitive topic.

     

    I will not give the name of this MA to those who want to see her and hope that something similar would happen to them. If you want your penis in a vagina, go see a SP and not a MA. There's nothing wrong with doing that, just make you are both protected and have both consented.

     

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