CoolCucumber 2610 Report post Posted December 13, 2013 Years ago, after a really bad break up and a friend's half-jokingly suggestion that I see escorts to get over my pain, I entered this hobby. I left when I met the woman who was supposed to become my wife, but we broke up and I married another woman instead :). After two kids and busy lifestyles that had her working mainly in Montreal and me in Ottawa, we split up and, after a promise to myself to never get involved in another relationship ever again, I rejoined the hobby. And it was great. Some bad experiences but overall it was great and worked for me better than any relationship. I could enjoy the company of many women but still have the bed to myself at night which I relished for the last few years. My daughter's struggles with digestion due to stomach cysts and my battle with MS made me rethink my place in this hobby and I announced my retirement tour in September. Although a huge poster on the other board, I joined this one in September because I thought it was more of a community rather than a group of Siskels and Eberts. But now my daughter is healthy and I am in remission following a regression that lasted from May to September and I am showing little effects. The thought of all things coming together has made me rethink my promise to myself. I met someone in my real life who seems like someone I could be with. I try to erase her from my mind by prolonging my time here but the more I try, the less I succeed. Last night, I accepted her invitation to go out and I realized I was kidding myself. That the bed was big enough for two. That although variety is the spice of life, sometimes we got to follow the heart even though it has led us astray before. So when I got home this morning, I decided my retirement party has gone on long enough. There is one person on here who was very nice to me during this time. I think she is a bit of a chameleon as she is able to be everything to almost everyone and it shows in her recommendations. To me, she was fun. I could be myself and spend much of our time laughing and enjoying quality time. She made me realize there is more to human contact than sex and that I was missing out on a big part of life. You know who you are. I will always be grateful. Thanks. 4 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Clutch 711 Report post Posted December 13, 2013 Great post. Enjoy retirement and the new chapter to your life! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Peachka 4334 Report post Posted December 13, 2013 Hope it works out for you and your daughter! We all have our reasons for being here. Soooo, you went out on a date last night & just got home this morning? Sounds like a really good date! :motion: Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
CoolCucumber 2610 Report post Posted December 13, 2013 Soooo, you went out on a date last night & just got home this morning? Sounds like a really good date! :motion: Well, let's not read too much into that. This morning to me means 12:01 am and afterwards. And we could have been just sitting on her couch drinking wine and talking. Which is not a bad date imho. And, it was just a date. She's not my girlfriend and we certainly didn't get married. But enough happened for me to realize that maybe I've been wrong in how I've been thinking. Additional Comments: Last thing. Cute0aza0button is the best. Treat her well or I'll be back. Take care Cutie. 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
