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wow...what a thought......scary...our ego's are too fragile for that.... I hate to think what mine would be like... Provider's Information Provider's Name: antlerman Provider's City: Ottawa Was the provider visiting this city?No Provider's Telephone: See website Provider's Website: See phone number Providers Background: Canadian country boy Provider's Appearance Overall Looks Rating: 3......he brushed his hair Appearance as Advertised: yup......too bad Breast Size: Man-boobs.......not too bad seen worse Implants? Had brad Pitt pectorial implants...seem to have fallen to his stomach. Provider's Body Shape: exactly waht you expect for a 45year old gone to waste Height: not sure...he did not get off his knees trying to thank me for choosing him Genital Statistics Unit Length: seen better...alot better Unit Thickness:standard for some one who has trouble getting it up Functional? Depends on what you want to call functional Cums? who cares...... Ball Size: does not have any...he was married and now divorced...Ex got them. Pubic Hair: none...he needs to keep it shaved to make everything look bigger......did not help much. Services Description Providers's Orientation: blocking the door Oral? would not shut up Covered Oral? I only wish Anal? Oh God was he ever!!!! Kissing? my ass the whole time! Session Description & Details Where did you find this provider? flyer stuck under the wiper of my car Would you see this Provider again? only on the street..then I would turn This Session was an: intersting one to say the least Overall Service Score: would not put one...men have fragile egos Session details: see comments above Summary: he would make a good heating blanket prior to getting into bed....then kick him out for more room. might do good at another career choice like folding news paper.

Despite my best intentions, my punting activities have been much reduced in scale since Christmas, but I was able to see Roksi yesterday during her visit to Ottawa. I had a very, very good time with her. I'd been eager to meet her since first seeing her pics on the Garden of Eden website. Voluptuous, gorgeous body, amazingly attractive and desirable, with a narrow waist, and great curves. And a redhead in her pics. Perfection. So we met yesterday. She was wearing THE red dress, the one in her pics. SO beautiful. And the face, lovely, youthful, smiling, just as I had imagined her. The eyes: green-grey, with a sparkle and twinkle that never left during our time together. Enchantment. That's what I felt. Her lyrical Irish accent added to the charm. Her hair does have reddish overtones, but she has gone back to her natural brunette colour. We talked for a while, feeling comfortable in each other's presence, before I asked to unzip her dress, and admire its contents. This admiration became heated, and turned into a long kissing/DFK session, before we went off to the bedroom for more playtime. I got lost in the ensuing orals, as she carried me away to heights of enjoyment through her skills (by the way, she has a tongue stud, her one piercing). As I in turn performed oral on her, I wound up accidentally turning on the television with my foot through our contortions; this didn't really break the mood, as we were laughing and playing throughout. It was intense but fun at the same time. I love the way she tosses her head, and her sounds, and her thrusting. Main course was great, in various positions, always with that smile, that knowing, delightful look that she does so well, with the constant sparkle in the eyes. And tight, very tight. More oral, she knows I love it, and we go at it again with a passion. Then cuddling, more laughter, and a farewell, but a definite repeat for me. Thank you Roksi and GoE. My first GoE experience, a really good one. Halifax, treat her well. She'll be there today. And give her a kiss for me.

One of the distinguishing features of cerb is that members here have tended to treat each other with respect, whether sp's or hobbyists/punters. This makes cerb very different from other boards, where people routinely get slammed for their posts, and vile things are often said to and about each other. I have really enjoyed cerb since joining over a year ago, and I've been able to share the enjoyment of new and exciting sexual and personal experiences with like-minded people. I've learned so much since I was newbie here, thanks to the more experienced members, and I've been happy to make whatever contributions I could. So now it's really distressing to hear that valued and respected senior members are being slandered and maliciously talked about, to the point where they're considering leaving cerb. This would be a huge loss for all of us, not only to lose their insights and their presence here, but because it seems to mean a slide into nastiness and pettiness that have been alien to the cerb spirit. Let's get that spirit back, and not start 2010 on a negative note. Let's remember the advantages of this board, and not forfeit them. We'd all be the poorer if cerb deteriorated.

I just wanted to share what I observed while doing some shopping at my local Walmart. I noticed a large bus parked outside Walmart and was thinking to myself, wow people are coming here in bus loads now to the store. Well it was a busload alright, and in the store I could see dozens of Red Cross workers assisting Haitian families in getting much needed supplies to begin their new life here. I witnessed adults and children with bruises, scratches, bandages, burns and casts that were protecting broken bones. I could only stand and watch in a stupor as this team of Red Cross workers and rescued Haitians were loading carts of supplies for these families. I've seen the devastation on the news but now I saw the blank stares and watery eyes of the people who have just gone through probably the most horrific event in their lives. For me this made it real. I take my hat off to the Red Cross and all the other organizations who are helping. I will continue to donate what ever I can. If you haven't already donated, please do so. www.redcross.ca ATH

I agree completely. It's not very professional as our time as SP's is precious and the ones that do that, I feel do not respect us or our time and professionalism. Just imagine if the SP was a no show or late without giving an honest reason. Lexy

I do not suffer from an anxiety disorder, or any mental disorder. To me, that implies that I will always be at the disorder's mercy, that I have no choice but to suffer the symptoms. Sorry to pull semantics, but I believe firmly in the power one word can hold; mental illness [vs. the push to use mental health], for example, implies that there is a cure out there and an anorexic simply needs to eat a fucking sandwich. He has a mental disorder. She lives with a mental disorder. Don't get me wrong - I am not suggesting that people with mental health issues do not suffer, but that it is the symptoms that cause distress. </rambling> Short answer: yes, and not just one specific type. It used to be, if I arrived to class late, I couldn't bring myself to walk in, because it would be me vs a sea of classmates. I've learned to manage it. Them. Anyway. So it hasn't affected this aspect besides maybe a few more butterflies than usual when anticipating an arrival. Definitely a bonus! I'm fairly open about mental health, so if you want to talk, PM me :)