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As the 11th of November approaches once more, the pain of the loss of my brothers and sisters over my years in combat returns to me. I hate war and everything about it, yet I am very proud to have served my small nation accross the pond. We have never backed down from anyone and never will. As every child in Britain knows growing up, you will most likely see war more than once throughout your lifetime and may need to stand tall on behalf of our Queen and country. I am posting three videos which are a tribute to my lost brothers and sisters. Unfortunately there are many faces I know and some who were under my command at the time of their loss. You will never be forgotten. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PR9eZTdBfm0

This is a hard question for me, because for the most part, I have no 'secret' life. I keep a lot of my personal details secret, of course, but in my real life, everyone knows what I do. I even told my sister last time I saw her. The only time it's strange for me is when I meet a new person, or a casual acquaintance, and they ask what I'm up to now - I see no reason to drop the bomb on them, because it would create more drama in the quick meeting than is necessary, so I make up some lame excuse. And that feels weird to me - I don't like hiding who I am, I see no real reason for it. I of course understand that not everyone feels the same, my comments above are about ME and about me only. Believe me, I had no reason to hid this from my friends - the reaction, pretty much across the board, was 'well, she does love to fuck!!!', hahahah!

Only once in a blue moon, do you get an experience that changes everything. I am not a frequent hobbyist, but I had the pleasure to see Amanda a few times over a period of a week. She is delightful, well read, great conversationalist that shower her true personality. She was delightful to be with, which led to some electric time together. Her body is absolutely gorgeous. She presents herself perfectly and our intimate time together will forever change how I perform. However, she is not for everyone as she is vocal in what she likes, and expects you to cooperate. But when you do, she rewards you with her orgasmic self. I sure hope to see her again soon....

I am going to be taking some new pictures, and got to thinking...Do most men prefer the realness and honesty in amateur pics or the stylized and flawless professionally done photos? I'll admit, I would love to have a professional photoshoot done, but I'd be concerned perhaps that the pictures would end up looking better than I actually do in person. And the last thing I would want, is someone being disappointed with the real me. So far, all my photos were taken by me, using a tri-pod and timer. What do you guys think? Should I go for it and get a real photograher who knows what they're doing or, should I just keep setting my timer? Please share your preferences and thoughts with me. :)

I have never hidden any of this from anyone in my life. I have no reason to, I was always the wild child growing up and none of my hobbying came as a shock to anyone. I feel no reason to be ashamed or to feel any level of guilt about any of this. I have always enjoyed myself and have met many wonderful people over the years as a hobbyiest and hope to continue to do the same till the end of my days. :D

The only ones who know my secret are my sister & my best friend, and of course my special friends ;) I guess you could say I have a split personality because, most of the time, I like my job, I love the freedom, the excitement & yup uh huh..the MONEY!! Then there are days, when I am like, you really need to get it together and leave this business and start putting your energy into something else that makes me feel good, something I can be open about, not secretive about!!! Right now, my family is constantly asking me "what the hell do you do all day??" Why aren't you working..( I have 3 college diplomas) .....that question makes me feel like shit, cause I really would like to make my family proud of me again, and NO this would not do it for them!!! I have always been rather open, sexually..however, I must admit due to the stigma that comes along with exposing your secret life...I will never be open about it. 1st reason, I am a mother, and I have a daughter ( whom I NEVER EVER want her to do this) 2nd reason, this is something I have chosen to do when I feel to do it, it is not something I am interested in making a full blown career out of , I still want to pursue other options....I plan to continue on pursuing a 9-5 business career, I like that type of work, and because I really do want a pension & I want to have benefits) (FED GOV) , so I will NEVER expose myself...my worst fear is to be interviewed or start a job...and someone there knows me.... As we know, there are plenty of lurkers out there, this is why I would never show my face in my pics .....people are cruel....I would hate to know my face pic would be floating around out there somewhere or even worse someone showing it to my daughter.....As a mother, I must do what I need to do sometimes, however, I think it is IMPERATIVE that I be ULTRA DISCREET for the well being of my child. I am worried about, the judgement, harshness & disrespect that comes with exposing yourself or even worse being exposed by some one else is something I never want to experience. This is biggest secret I have had to keep!!!

I don't read French much, but I don't think this is fully correct. Solicitation in a public place (and place is a very important word here) is illegal (i.e. street, hotel lobby, car on public road, apartment complex common areas, shopping mall, public parking....) but that does not extend to internet, cell phone, email...as they are not considered to be public or place. This is likely why it would be more difficult to shut down erotic section of CL in Canada (unless they change the law or CL voluntarily shut it down). Someone please correct me if I am wrong.

My issue with this ruling is the potential for it to be used in other cases, such as date rape, where the victim may have been drugged and absolutely did not consent--now there is a precedent where her rapist can argue that she consented prior. As others have noted, I think the comparison to surgery is a bit off considering one does not expect to wake up in the middle.

Hey guys, As a CF member who is currently deployed to Afghanistan I would like to say thank you for the offer of discounts but no thank you. As much as I love the service you fine ladies provide I think it would and has cheapened the actual meaning of Nov 11th, when done by other companies and organizations. Please don't follow their foot steps. Nov 11th is not around to give discounts to currently serving members of the the CF, or past members. It is there to pay homage and respect to the sacrifices so many made in the name of liberty and justice. The fact the we enjoy these liberties and luxuries is a direct result of the many grave yards filled with maple leaf engraved headstones. If you feel like doing something for our fallen or our currently serving and veteran Soldier, Sailors and Airmen simply attend your local ceremony, shake some hands and say thank you and if you feel so obliged buy a beer at the legion, sit down, and listen to some of the often hilarious and often tragic stories the veterans can tell. It truly is a great experience. Your front line hobbyist, Harboursmoke

I can't believe that you would post this half hearted apology in an attempt to set the record straight. In trying to justify your inexcusable actions, your callous comments have only succeeded in further demeaning this lady and validating her decision to discontinue seeing you. After being told that your comments initially made her uncomfortable, you continued to the point where she finally ended your arrangement. And then to repeat many of those same comments in your post in an attempt to tell your side of the story and make yourself look better, with no regards as to how they might affect Alex, is inexcusable. You still don't get it do you, respect is a two way street, if you expect it, you have to give it, and it seems that you give far to little.

I will also start by saying that this is not a dig at mod, but i do support what the ladies here have said so far.... many of us cerb ladies also advertise on CL....we have to make the best of all the options available to us to get the most traffic possible....not so many gents are as lucky to know about cerb and it doesnt mean that the ohes who dont know about cerb are all rude or disrespectful (as many ladies will claim of the guys that phone them up via CL)....just the same as the guys cant generalize all the gals who post on CL as pimp-ruled scam artists (not saying anyone has said that...by any means) I definitely agree that if you choose a lady off of CL and are going off of zero research then you are indeed taking a chance....a huge chance. Thats why I feel it is so important that you not judge the source of the information....or the tingle in your pants at the sight of the photo.......but the easy tool of escort research.....google a name and city of a gal! go by a girl that has been reviewed *somewhere*......but take a stab in the dark at a "too good to be true" price and picture of someone whos "new to the biz" and if you ignore your conscience....you have only a hard lesson to learn. Dont bash the site....bad apples exist everywhere...even on here (before they're ruled out of course)....dont let the bad apple ruin you, let it make you wiser in the future.

I will not go into specific details about Ashley but she brought a ray of sunshine to Ottawa the day I was fortunate enough to meet her. She greeted me at the door and I was stunned by her beauty and immediately put at ease by her warmth.She far exceeded her photos and her personality and intelligence made her the perfect woman. We got to know each other over a glass of wine. No rush what so ever.We became intimate as people before the physical intimacy began and my goodness!...did it ever begin. I was with a beautiful, passionate and sincere lady. I was in total bliss. I was with total sensuality. I want to thank Toronto for sending us such a lovely lady. Your city is most fortunate to have Ashley Croft. Thank-you for sharing her with Ottawa.I hope that you'll be kind enough to do it again.

I don't think I would be comfortable saying who is the best. Of the ladies I have seen (in my short experience at this), all have been outstanding and have satisfied my desires in one way or another. They are all great....! To say one is the 'best' is very subjective and not really indicative of the overall experience. IMHO, anyway.