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Froggy, I want to say, as kindly yet as firmly as possible: Get over yourself. Now. Paid companions and clients do sometimes form permanent, committed relationships that are enduring, solid and richly rewarding for the two of them, their families and friends. It's a lovely thing when it happens. But whether it can happen successfully has everything to do with the man's ability to step away from the kinds of jealousies and possessive feelings that you're expressing. The simple reality is that most men are not good at what feels like sharing their partner with other men. There's nothing wrong with having a strong desire for monogamous exclusivity, but if your partner is a paid companion her livelihood can be a source of friction, resentment and pain if you can't or won't take a breath and step away from it, recognizing that how she earns her living is not at all about you. If you really want to get through this for the next year or so until she feels she can retire, I think you need to become more like her in some ways. Many paid companions, including me, become adept at compartmentalizing pieces of our lives. I spend the "working" part of my day answering e-mail, talking to clients on the phone, making appointments and having meetings. I start work in the morning and by 3:30, I let go of Samantha and turn back into me. I spend time with my son when he comes in from school. We walk the dog in the park together, maybe do some errands, then come home. I make dinner. I talk about homework. My real-life partner usually comes by for a little while before dinner, for the evening, or later on, or I may go out to see him. After my son has gone to bed, I check my e-mail and verify my schedule of appointments for the next few days. Then I turn off the computer and go to bed, whether on my own or with my partner. I don't talk about work with my partner, but he knows what I do: it's not a secret. I don't talk very much about my "real" life with my clients. I devote my attention to my clients when they're here. When they leave, I let it all go in the shower and when I do the laundry. As I write this, it's almost 1:00 p.m. on Thursday. I honestly couldn't say who I've seen this week without looking at my calendar. By the time I get into bed at night, neither I nor my partner will feel that I've had sex with anyone else recently because those clients are not in my mental or emotional space at all. I am only with him. No one else exists in my heart, my mind or my focus. Whatever I've done with a client that day is gone. If I was a psychotherapist, I would probably spend a lot of my time listening to people as they work on problems and issues in their lives. At the end of the work day, I'd leave all of that behind me and go home where I might listen to my family and friends talk about problems and issues in their lives, too. I hope I would be able to be as present and resourceful for my family as I am for anyone else. I wouldn't expect my family to avoid talking to me because I heard someone else's story that day. If I was an actor, I might portray someone who has a husband, partner or lover in a play or film. That "working" relationship wouldn't overlap or interfere with my "real life" relationships though: it's just work. "Just work" doesn't mean drudgery. Work can be enjoyable, rewarding and deeply fulfilling. But who I am in my worklife is not all of who I am all the time. I am a much more complete, balanced, complex woman than Samantha is. It's not easy to get to know me, though it's quite easy to get to know Samantha. If the woman you love is similar, congratulate yourself that she's let you in to know her. Understand that this is something she works very hard to avoid doing because it's surprisingly difficult for healthy paid companions to be emotionally close to clients and the consequences are potentially painful, or worse. Give up your paranoia that she may fall for someone else in the next few months. Trust her. In a companion/client relationship, it's all about him. In real life, it's all about the two parties, together. Focus on that. Enjoy being a couple. Focus on her. Put her first, focus on what she enjoys, love her and be as loving, considerate and thoughtful as possible. She will return it all two-fold, or more. If you withhold love, care, attention and affection, telling yourself that you're just protecting your tender feelings from the harsh realities of her working life.... stop. All you'll be doing is making her work to have a part of you. She doesn't need that. She gets plenty of that at work. If you want to be a partner, then be a partner, not a client.

Oh, yeah... sigh... Paid companions are better than girlfriends because we never make demands or talk about the future. A client can't walk though the door, at home, and have his partner naked and in bed within 5 minutes, or at least, not since the very early days of their marriage. But we're always ready, we always look as lovely as we can, and we always say yes to sex. The sex is always as good as we know how to make it. His pleasure comes first, or, at least, we don't have long meetings where we say, "Okay, so let me show you how I like it...". The men think that we're real, that women really can be this way all the time. They know that's not true, but they hope it might be. When a client says he loves me, I tell him I'm flattered. I change the subject. I know that what he means is that he feels something strong, right then. That's good, but it's still something that's all about him and not really about me, the woman who is not Samantha. Last summer, I had a client who became obsessed. Difficult. Demanding. Leaving flowers at my door, messages on my voice mail, in my inbox, whining when I didn't answer them at length. He wanted to drop by, take me to lunch, go for a walk, I said no over and over and over again. Then one day he came by my house and planted pink flamingos on the lawn, each holding a little card with a message for me. That's when I told him that if I ever heard from him again, I would report him to the police for harassment. A couple of months later, he created a new identity and a new e-mail, pretending to be someone else in the hope that he could get a multi-hour meeting with me at a downtown hotel. But my e-mail program picked up the fact that his IP address was the same as my harasser. I wrote a brief, straightforward e-mail and told him that I would report him if he tried that again and that I would be sure that the police knew all of his personal information so that they could find him and pay him and his wife a little visit. So far, that's kept him away. A couple of weeks ago, a new-ish client whom I'd seen four times said he thought he was falling in love with me. I told him it wasn't love, it was lust: he's in lust over the prospect of having his cock down my throat and fucking me in the ass. My policy is to believe very little of what a man says shortly before, or after, a blowjob. In my experience, the men who think they've fallen in love really want all the benefits of great sex without any of the relationship obligations. It's a great fantasy! I'm happy to explore this as often as they like . . . at my full hourly rate. :motion:

Whatever happened to going to an SP because there are no strings attached and you go home happy? I've had a client tell me he loves me on a second appt. I had to correct him and tell him it was lust. I've had other tell me that I'M in love with them after a second time meeting. Come on! A legend in their own mind perhaps? Sorry guys, you cannot feel love for an sp whether it's 2 sessions, 10 sessions or 5 + years just based on sex and some intimacy shared between 2 consenting adults. And then others try to charm you in hopes that they will get free sex. After being an SP for many years, I can see right through the b.s. Many SPs have a personna and that's who clients fall in lust with. Most don't know the real me because like Samantha said a lot of SPs are good at compartmentalizing. This doesn't mean that because we have personnas that we do not like our jobs. It is a bit like being in a theatre show. I'm good at what I do, I like my clients but please don't mistake it for me falling in love. I have my own personal life and whatever that entails and so do my clients who don't say they're in love with me.

I continue to be amazed in the way that the thread topics continually overlap with each other. This topic in one form or another continues to come up, and I for one am so glad that it does. I am still, in relative terms, new to this community and to what it is all about. Without exception, and perhaps I have been "lucky" in my experiences, but my encounters have all ranged from being really nice to incredible. When I say that, I am referring to the personal interactions and "connections." I simply want to say that the SP's are VERY GOOD at what they do. Right or wrong, every instance has left me with a feeling that they enjoyed our time together as much as I did. It would be very easy I think to fall in love with an SP, or at least develop a strong attraction, and that is being said from the perspective of someone who has had the love of his life and would not want to have another to replace her. Again, SP's are VERY GOOD at what they do. In your particular circumstance, you should feel blessed that you have met the love of your life and that she has found the same in you. Being an SP is a career choice, a job, and to do it well need not interfere with her "real life." If she wants to be successful, then it is her role to be "the" person for whomever it is that she happens to be with. As with any job, and I expect that it is the same for any person who wants the self satisfaction of being successful in a job, one gives everything to it at the moment. For you to make this work with her, then I expect that you will have to trust her, trust your own instincts. If there is love between you, then the professional side of her is that alone, and the personal side belongs to you. The fact that she enjoys what she does, and the fact that she takes pride in what she does must be a source of pride to you, otherwise I wonder where it will lead. A woman who is intelligent, has her own career, has her own life, goals and desires should be supported by her partner and if you are ready and able to do that for her, then you are set. If not, then jealousy I expect can be a very nasty relationship killer. Trust her, love her, support her, and perhaps that shall be returned to you many times over.

Candyland (TOG/OAF) is a very well respected agency with a great reputation in Ottawa. The 4'11" girl was not here last week, the 5'2" girl was. They are advertising separate girls, no B&S here. BTW, getting back to the OP, I can't believe no one has mentioned Asian Alice (Indy who advertises here and the Sun) or Suky who advertises here. They are both indy and are well reviewed.

I was much more irritated than scared, Josbu, but only because I didn't think that the client had an actual interest in harming me. It's always possible that I could be wrong about that, though. While most successful companions have well-developed intuition, all of us take calls sometimes that we wish we'd turned away. We're human. I do think that many clients who say that they're in love are hoping for special treatment--particularly of the off-the-clock (that is, not paid for) variety. I'm sure lots of us have experienced sudden, mostly-groundless yet powerful infatuation at some time. I don't think I'll forget a particular new client who swept me off my feet one day. Everything he did, every way he touched me or looked into my eyes, the way he urged me just a bit farther, longer, harder... got to me big-time. It was one of the finest first encounters I've ever had and it left me so deeply rattled that I wouldn't see him again. To feel such openness, to feel so known, is powerful; it's also disconcerting when it happens out of context. That is, I revel in this kind of love-making with my real-life partner whom I love deeply and to whom I am fully committed. To have similar feelings stirred spontaneously by someone I don't know well is confusing. I chalk it up to biology--the mating instinct and all that goes with it. Such lust can be part of love, for sure, but love is more than that. When we're in love, our defenses come down. We open ourselves up to the other person, exposing and making ourselves vulnerable in the hope of developing a deeper bond. Unfortunately, this is also where the possibility that the relationship may become exploitative, abusive or dangerous may begin. It happens in dating relationships and it can happen in client/companion engagements, too. Relationships between companions and clients almost always have very strong fantasy components which, if coupled with either party's inability to distinguish between genuine love and in-the-encounter passion, can give rise to dangerous instability. And so, while a client and I may engage in our own playful and kinky version of "Beauty and the Beast," if the client believes that he has fallen in love with me, but I reject him, Beauty may become the Beast's unlucky victim. Real love is not found in what we feel or what we say: love is shown in what we do, regardless of how we feel at the time. The proof is in what one does when hurt, disappointed or angry. Love always seeks the highest good for the other party. That's why, if a client says that he loves me, I will be as warm, loving and understanding as possible when I decline to see him again.

I am going to disagree with you here. I don't think I need to "prove" that I am not deserving of being terrorized/harassed/degraded/demeaned. It goes without saying.

I used to have my tounge triple pierced. I never went down on anybody with it but akward story later I took them out after getting them caught on a nipple ring and I ended up pulling hair out.... Yuck! But I have had a few guys go down on me with tounge studs and I really really really liked it!!!! Posted via Mobile Device

Attempting to eat KFC at a kid's birthday party and then ralphing when you get home. Running out in the middle of a major downtown street while at the hair salon with your hair in tin foil and a cape to avoid by-law from giving you a parking ticket. While weaving in and out of traffic you lock eyes with that old by-law dude who holds that machine in hand like he was toting a gun and out run him before he gets to the meter first. Drinking 9 or 10 cosmopolitans back-to-back like you've never drank them because you never go out partying ( literally!) and because people kept buying them for you. You then end up puking back at the hotel. Generous of them but never, ever again. Which leads to my next point... waking up with a hangover the next day feeling like crap and and realizing wtf?

Well to clairify a few things, I was not looking for a recommendation, I was seeking a reference (completely different) which he said he had, he then told me who it was but then said I do not think you should contact her as she may not like it (this companion is reference friendly and I have been in touch with her in the past) Then he asked to use another lady, one of whom does not even ask for first names and books from payphones (so for my safety and those I know, I would never accept it). I do not understand what the big deal is, if you enjoy your regular companion SO much and are worried of her thoughts (which I am sure 99% of the ladies would be more than happy to vouch for you to see another companion) If it is going to bother you so much, like anything else WHY see someone else, or better yet find a companion that does not require a reference. I have made it clear to those I have spent time with that I am more than happy to vouch for them if ever needed. What I do not need is someone saying well I've seen Emily and she will be hurt if I use her name. Any companion who contacts me for a reference knows I screen thoroughly and never has to worry as I would only give my honest feedback. A reference is a matter of some ones safety and well being, if I choose not to give a reference and something happened to that companion during her date I would NEVER forgive myself. We are NOT in high school any more, its time everyone treats others with respect, stops making assumptions (unless they know the truth) and deals with this hobby the way it is meant to be dealt with - Relaxing and Fun This is an industry that really has no regulations so to speak and ladies run there business how they see fit....One can only hope that one day a valid reference is a requirement by all companions.