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That is a UNDERSTATEMENT! lol.. it's overwhelming to be honest. You should see the list of BANNED IP's! Also I usually have 30+ PM's a day and 100's of things to moderate such as guestbook entries, photo comments, photos, each new users first 10 posts are also moderated ...etc.. etc.. It's really a full time job as I probably put well over 40 hours a week into cerb on top of my other job duties.

Groups refused standing at prostitution law trial July 3/09 KIRK MAKIN An Ontario judge has turned down a request from two religious groups and a conservative women's group to take part in a constitutional challenge of the country's prostitution laws. Mr. Justice Ted Matlow of the Ontario Superior Court said that the groups would be liable to turn the trial into a soapbox for spiritual views, which would be out of place in a strictly legal proceeding. Judge Matlow said that the groups struck him as being unaware that the challenge "does not provide a political platform where interested persons are permitted to speak in order to advance their personal views, beliefs, policies and interests at large." The ruling came as a blow to the Christian Legal Fellowship, REAL Women of Canada and Catholic Civil Rights League - which had argued that the court should hear a broad range of voices on a question with important moral dimensions. http://www.theglobeandmail.com/news/national/groups-refused-standing-at-prostitution-law-trial/article1205115/

Thought it was time to return to one of the classics of the Ottawa scene, Michelle's Massotherapy on Donald. One of the first places I ever ventured years ago during my rookie season. A little birdie told me there was some new talent there, so FJ decided to tofft.... I have always liked Michelle's -- it is clean, discreet, fair prices, non-rushed, and generally the massage is top quality. Made at appointment with Anne. Was greeted at the door by a short, fit, cute Anne, big smile on her face. Immediately knew I was in for a good time. Convo was easy and fun, lots of laughing. She does have experience previously (not sure where - she mentioned west end..). I would guess she is 5'3", mid 20's, tanned and toned. One cute tattoo on the backside. Massage was ok, teasing was great. Standard Michelle's options and pricing but....who knew what was lurking under her clothes. This girl is fit, toned, and has a fun piercing....ymmv, but be nice, and you will have a good time. Having been around the scene a bit, more and more, the most important thing to me is that the MPA is into the moment, enjoying it (nearly) as much as me....or is an academy award winning actress who can fake it...Nothing worse than someone who doesn't want to be there, is bored, or is going over their grocery list while rubbing away....with Anne, her interest is genuine, and she had almost as much fun as me. Repeat? 100%

I think in every really good relationship, it has to exist in and out of the bedroom. Though I agree, many people confuse "in lust" with "in love". I think you can also love someone without being in love with them. "In love" for me requires a really deep level of mutually desired intimacy that can only occur over time and with a sincere level of commitment. Love is a key part of "in love", though "in love" is more than that; but love is never part of "in lust". Though "in lust" can be affectionate and friendly. Just my view.

I'm not stupid, I know the rules. My problem is sometimes I can't contain my emotions. I'm an emotional and sensitive guy, I can't help it. I'm not stupid, I just have no foresight or sense of what I'm getting into. I'm like a kid that touches the hot pot...I do it again and again, never learning. I end up saying things that are honest and sincere, but inappropriate. I know they are the wrong things to say. I know they're going to drive the girl away. I know I'm not supposed to say them. Even while they're coming out of my mouth I'm thinking "Uh oh, don't go there man!" BUT it's very much like having an orgasm......once you reach that certain point of no return, it just comes out and I can't stop it! :) To all the girls I've loved: I was sincere and please know that I meant it, but as I said, love is a decision and I have to decide not to love you after I leave. If you have to stop seeing me as a result, I understand...but at the time I just had to say it. Obviously, I'm trying to learn how to bite my tongue....but it's tough.

It seems that Park Avenue doesn't offer incall anymore and in the times I've called them in the past year or so, they don't seem to have any more than one or two girls working for them (and in a few cases they've been kinda rude when I asked them for descriptions and such). Far cry from the days when they had 3 or 4 girls and you could drop in and take your pick without having to set up an appointment. I haven't been there since October of 2006 when I saw Mariah and in the previous few years, visited them about 20 times.