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Now this thread may not be for some of you...but many of you know me well enough you will understand why I am writing this. I have gone through life trying live every day to the fullest. I have lost to many friends and family to really let life pass me by. Now I am not a thrill junkie...but more of a person who wants to explore life in many ways. One of those ways is though sexual exploration.....I love to talk and interact with people...be it on any level...but especially the sexual level. To make something clear....I love sex......be it actually a physical release of cum..or the mental explosion of starts before your eyes....or even a combination of both....I love the feelings and after glow But as I get older I find I am more easily attaining the mental and less often the physical release of the orgasm.......allot of this I blame on my weak mental block of the raincoat....as soon as the antler sees one...the blood goes to the brain...and not as fast to between the legs... Now I have found the little pill that helps......but I tend to avoid it. Ladies...never take offense if a guy cannot cum...sometimes it is the physical closeness and contact that we crave.....sometimes it is a medical issue. Now back to the exploration Now I am not ashamed of masturbation and post...chat...and joke about it all the time. To me it is an incredible release of tension...stress...and daily problems. Now maybe I jerk off too much....who really knows...at least once a day...and sometimes up to God knows how many times. Now that is what led me to massages. Ahhhh...the glorious feeling of a nice pair of hands easing out the tension followed by the release of tension through the penis......being jerked off....I LOVE IT! Mutual masturbation.......be you doing each other or watching each other do it....so damn erotic. I still love it and go for massages.....but my exploration expanded... I got into (literally) ...the encounters with beautiful women...the hobby so to speak. I do not feel there is really any type of female form that I do not love..there is beauty in all...so I explore all ladies. There are some that I wish I could see...some that I have seen a few times....but there are so many it is so difficult to choose and play. I am not the aggressive male who takes charge. I prefer the female direct the action. After all their bodies are so much more complicated to please..and I so want to please them. I love to caress...feel...lick..smell...and admire the female form...delicious!!!! But that does not mean I want to get into S&M....I have tried it some and did not find it pleasing to me to attain any type of mental or physical pleasure. I have had a few 3-sums..and they have been from me being the amazing center of attention to almost being left out..but all taught me something. So I move on...what is there next...well...I have played around in the in-between sex....yup...she male...transgendered....lady boys....whatever the name.....now this is fun. An early experience e was good..but not what I was looking for. Then I met t-girl Nikki...and she turned my mind on first..gave me some of the best mental pleasure in this part of my sexual exploration. She opened my mind and made me feel very safe and sexually open...I will always thank her for that and want to catch up again when our schedules work. But I wanted more...then I met Lucy Bisset..WOW....that was an experience I really never put down on paper..or web. She is all woman..and more of something else. She brought me to sexual heights I never dreamed of....the feel of her in my mouth to her cumming on my face.....wow... This is where I am at now...and part of my next experience on the horizon...... My urges now are more going bisexual...yup..I wrote it....bisexual.......why?...well I have tried so much...I want to try more...not really into the guy on guy alone.....at least not yet in my future...but more into the 3-sum interactions. I have been looking at allot of Tumblr these days...something to fuel my appetite and the porn on MMF bisex is driving me crazy. I want to be in a scenario where myself and another man are pleasing a women...the thought of a woman and a man going done on me..or me going done on them....69 with the woman while the other guy does her doggy...wow...the options for me are endless..... So there you have my exploration to date on a sexual level.....will I post more...will I go further....do I know what is coming next.....only time will tell.... I have exposed a part of myself......I feel scared..but free.....ready to go on...hehehehehehe

I received ANOTHER PM from a member who was concerned because GOOGLE indexes cerb.ca. He says that his significant other has ways to "find" his ALIAS on cerb and thinks we should block the search engines from indexing cerb. Well... if your S/O can figure out your alias on cerb you allowed this to happen - it has NOTHING to do with google or cerb! Basically if this happens you were sloppy! He was obviously doing something he should not have been doing and got caught (Probably a tech savvy S/O) ... and now looking to put the blame on someone or something instead of himself. This happens with the LADIES just as much as the guys. The ladies do something foolish and allow people in their personal life to EASILY find them online working as an escort (and that causes PANIC for many and a headache for me as they want me to delete all traces of them on cerb) - after the fact this is pointless!! Everything that should be indexed by google (and other search engines) is. We block access to the PRIVATE sections (SP ONLY, COUNCIL, ETC...) and we hide your IP address's and Emails on your profiles. The PUBLIC part of the site is indexed and cerb runs a very good SEO system that ensures everything is available and indexed on google and other search engines. Why? This brings us traffic, allows new members to find cerb, allows the ladies to find us and it is a very important part of the site. It also pays the bills! This site is FREE for you all to use but nothing in this world is FREE. Your posts are indexed with the search engines and are considered "Content" and this content on google and other search engines creates links to cerb.ca. In turn our sponsors (All the advertisers here and escorts-canada and other sites we own get traffic from cerb and traffic is money). This is a business after all and it may be a free site for you all to use but the reason this site exists is to generate traffic and feed traffic to the people who pay for this site (The people who make this site free for everyone who uses it). These days if your sites are not listed on google... your nobody and nobody will find you! As of today we have 91700 listings on google alone! This brings THOUSANDS of people to cerb every day! Thousands of people who would not have found cerb without these listings. We can not hide things from google to keep them from your significant others. If you are sneaking around doing something you should not then your on your own to protect yourself. What can you do to keep your identity and actives private? 1) I would suggest you use a username that no one could associate with you. 2) Erase your cookies. history and temporary internet files everytime you are done using the internet 3) Check your computer for stuff like keystroke loggers (as it's common for SO's to use these things if they suspect you of doing things you should not). They act as trojans and quietly sit in the background and log every button you push on your keyboard.... any tech savvy 12 year old kid knows how to do this and you can now buy USB thumb drives that make it possible for ANYONE to do this with very little knowledge of how a computer works. 4) Don't post anything too personal. Ladies this goes for you as well. If you use your PERSONAL cell phone for business it will be INDEXED On google and your friends can GOOGLE your cell number and find your ads. Don't be foolish, invest in a WORK PHONE and keep your private life private! 5) If your name is "Richard Henry John" and you choose a alias here like "R.H.J" or "DickH" or "Rich john" your asking to be identified. This is just silly to do and you would be surprised how many people do this. **** The reason we use Alias's is so that your posts and activities on these sites are anonymous. We hide your IP and Email from public (Keeping your id private). Q: Is cerb really FREE? A: No, Nothing is Free. Q: How can you run CERB for free? A: This site is a BUSINESS and is here to make money. It costs TENS OF THOUSANDS of dollars to run this site each year. Someone has to pay for that! You don't pay for using cerb and the handful of banner advertisers help but don't cover the cost of the servers per year let alone my salary! It appears free to you but your posts are content and your visits are traffic. Content = Search engine listings Search engine listings = Traffic Traffic = Money! This site is FREE to use for all of you and in return you are giving us your time, contributions and traffic. Someone has to pay the bills and in this "virtual" world website traffic is what pays the bills. Hard to imagine but that is how it works. The more traffic cerb.ca gets the more traffic it's sponsors receive (Advertisers on the site). This is how we pay for the site. If we made the site inaccessible from google and other search engines we would have no traffic, We would have no content, We would have no members, We would have nothing of value and we would have no computers and bandwidth to run the site. Bottom line we would have no business. I don't work for free (Shocking isn't it) I am PAID to run this website. I have other duties that involved things other then this website but at least 1/2 of my salary is to maintain cerb. The servers that run cerb, the bandwidth, the custom programming, license fee's, the chat room, etc... all cost money (You would be SHOCKED to know those costs!). My point here is that for every 10 visitors we get from google at least 1 of them end up visiting escorts-canada.com (The website that pays the bills for cerb) It's all about the math. Search engine math? Basically 5000 visitors per day is worth 100 grand a year. If you were to PURCHASE traffic from other sites (and that is not easy as a lot of sites DO NOT allow "Adult" related sites to buy advertising) it would cost a MINIMUM of .06 cents per visitor. (5000 X $.06) X 365 days a year = $109'500.00 We send a few thousand visitors to EC per day from cerb so our budget is no where near 100 grand but one day it may be!! So keep posting and spreading the word. Out budget here is based on this. (Traffic sent to EC X RATE .03) X 365 days a year = $BUDGET Notice the RATE is .03 and not .06 - If it was .06 it would be simply smarter to just purchase the traffic. If you can build your own traffic that cost 1/2 of what it would cost you to purchase the same traffic... it's a SMART business decision! (And is why cerb exists today).

I sighed. It's been days now since my phone message and my follow-up email. I looked at my Inbox again. Still nothing. The thing is, I'm not surprised. She had been getting more distant the last few times we spoke, and those last times I always wondered if each of them would be the last time. I know, I know. She's busy with her life. It's summertime, she's on vacation. She has a ton of correspondence to catch up on. There are a million good reasons why she hasn't gotten back to me, but I know they are all polite fictions. Some of my pooner friends, they've let the life get to them. It's all bullshit, they tell me. It's all an act. It's all fake. Who cares what the lady thinks, I'm not paying them to be my friend, or even to like me. Ug, me tough. Me? I don't agree. Oh, sure. There have been my moments when I roll my eyes at the fake moans, the overacted orgasms. The pasted-on smiles, the forced conversations that we've both suffered through. But I know it isn't always like this. I know that there have been moments between my lady and I. Moments of magic, when we truly become more than the sum of our parts. Moments when there is true mutual admiration, moments of real bliss that seem so improbable in this world of joy measured in dollars and hours. Still, all the same. The moment passes, we catch our breath. I shower and that feeling washes off of me, along with the sweet sweat of the most welcome of our exertions. I towel off and step out into the outside world, even though I'm still in her home. For our brush with grace is gone now. What we shared was real, but only momentary. I leave her home and those moments are fondly remembered, a pleasant shared dream too quickly forgotten in the rough and tumble out that door. The promise of that joy, that dopamine rush, was what had kept me coming back and her looking forward to my visits. But even those moments pass. Eventually the novelty disappears. And I've moved on, to the next rush. I've gotten those messages from the ladies asking how I've been. I've sensed the unspoken yet palpable disappointment that I had stopped coming by. And now it was my turn. I know I'm not really welcome back. I don't know why, but it doesn't matter. No, it's time for me to move on. I'll let her go. Go on to her next adventure. A good friend once told me that I should never pine for what was, but that I should be thankful that I had those experiences. She's was right, of course. And I will be. But first, I'll have a wistful look back and smile for what was. Then I'll pick up my phone and dial an unfamiliar number. And move on.

Ahhhh...nothing like a field trip in the summer. A few weeks back, we gathered a small posse (Angela, Kianna, Alexandra Sky, Old Dog, Boomer and myself) and headed down on to the 'Mate to cheer on one of our own lovely ladies...the beautiful Annessa. She is well known in our CERB circle and needs no official introduction, other than to say she now has added pole dancing to her outstanding list of abilities. After a very sensual stage show, and some quality time in the CR, by both Sky and myself, we all agreed that this trip was an excellent idea...hot summer afternoon, cold beer, the company of beautiful women and erotic lap dances....now, if we could only move the pole out to the patio...:) Watch for Annessa's posts. She shares her dancing schedule regularly, and I encourage you to make your own trip. You will not regret it, she'll make sure of it!! E.

I have made love in a pool... surprisingly uncomfortable. It was just the wrong kind of "wet." ohhhh and here is an easy one.... I have never had sex with a guy.

I just want to be clear. I posted the link because I think that it is important the people have the ability to express their views, as they have here. It was not posted as a comment on a particular religion and should not be read that way. There are many in other religions who have similarly misguided views.

I love how Annessa speaks her mind. Posted via Mobile Device

Lately as my intro song I've been dancing to the song "#1 Crush" by Garbage. second song (fast) is "I need a man" Annie Lennox any my slow song teeters between "Nasty Naughty Boy" Christina Aguilera or "Lights" By Journey But really I dance to whatever I'm in the mood for that day....makes for the best show if you're into the song you chose :-)

honestly in my personal bedroom I have mirrors on the ceiling and I love watching myself... Alot... Posted via Mobile Device

OMG!!! I know!!!! Scuba steve totally got me hot!!!! Posted via Mobile Device

I don't even like to get water in my eyes! I found a sexier pair:

I allow and like COF, it's very erotic and fulfilling fantasies is something I love to do. I would be 100% comfortable but would probably put my hair in a ponytail if I will be wearing a mask for awhile. I never have my eyes open during a facial to see you cumming lol.

Yes, that is a good source of info, and I do wish more providers would look carefully at what the risk is to them before determining a service. Forwarned is forarmed, in other words. One thing to blindy do what everyone else "seems" to be doing, or even brushing it off as "all sexual encounters are risky", but reality is that not all sexual encounters are as risky as others, and that for you personally, there is a line, and you've been upfront about it. Its like this: wearing a condom is the equivalent of crossing the street with the light at the crosswalk, and looking both ways first. Slim chance you will be run over. However, since you've chosen to go outdoors and cross the road, there is still a risk that you might get hit by a car. Not wearing a condom at all is like running out into oncoming traffic. There is a really good chance, if not unavoidable, that you will be hit by a car. Yes, you could see a bbbj provider and get a cbj, but that is not what you want. You want someone who does cbjs, all the time, not sometimes for an extra $ she does bbbjs and not some time its a "reward" for a long time client type thing. But always and without exception, and that is your threshold so there are options out there specifically for you. There are still a lot of sps who only provide safe GFE, and there are also a few (harder to find, but definitely available) who are FS only, meaning that no GFE items are available when you visit them, so cbj only, no kissing, no daty, no extras ever. You may be more likely to find this in an older sp, no guarantees, and usually not reviewed, for that matter, so a search is necessary. There may be some gys who can pm contact info to you, due to having encounters with such an sp and not fully enjoying the fact they were non GFE, no recommendation made. I think if you can find a FS only sp she will truly appreciate your visits, because your comfort level and hers match. Also, some of the non GFE or safe GFE become extremely clever with innovative arousal techniques, so it might be a treat you don't experience in a GFE encounter lol.

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