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To be honest I am still not sure whether what she was saying was a lie (that her 2 year old daughter being sick) or the truth. All I know is that she promised to return the loan a week later at Barbs but she never showed up (but may be she spent it all on her child and did not have any to pay me back). So, at best it was a broken promise and at worse a lie (about the sick daughter). I never saw her again to find out. One sure thing, she needed money bad, may be not for a sick child but another urgent matter (she was not making much as dancer) and I knew her for two years (soon after her baby was born and she started dancing as she was dumped by her BF who was mad at her pregnancy!!!!!, like it was all her doing and the idiot guy had nothing to do with it!!!) she was not into drugs or anything. If I go back two years I would still do the exact same thing (would loan her the money knowing for sure that she would not pay it back), as even the slim chance that she may be telling the truth is not worth the risk. I bought myself a clear conscious worth much more than $300. I also care about the well being of the ladies that I see. To me they are people with hearts and minds not a piece of meat as I am sure same is true with overwhelming majority of others. I learned my lesson about 12 years ago lol. I was (graduate research associate) student in Montreal so I was real short of money then. On my way to school a young couple with a baby stopped me and asked me for donation to buy food for their baby. I walked away saying that sorry I don't have money (which I did have in my wallet). Quite clearly they were recent immigrants with eastern European face and accent and in need of money. The picture is still very clear in my mind even 12 years later. I will never forget the sleeping baby. I promised never again. So, yes I knew most likely the dancer was not telling the truth but 12 years ago I learned my lesson and I said to myself, NEVER Again. It is better to lose a bit of money than a clear conscious lol. As I said the $300 loss did not play a significant role in my life then. I just needed to cut one strip bar session to make up for that lol. Therefore only a selfish or a mean person with no conscious will call me a fool because I chose to be parted with my money rather than with my clear conscious.

A wise person once reminded that money is a renewable resource - we can always get more of it, but trust isn't. Once lost, difficult to regain.

How about calling her a "phone-icator"?

You knew this was coming..... Something she once said to me struck a nerve and ever since that moment, we became closer. Time is an interesting thing....today we go back in time to ....the incarnation of my goddess! http://www.cerb.ca/vbulletin/showpost.php?p=56088&postcount=47 Being a busy gal...she took some time off...but returned to grace me with her presence....sometimes the right thing feels so wrong....having to leave her that is... http://www.cerb.ca/vbulletin/showpost.php?p=67569&postcount=56 To the present..... We all have lots going on in life and this young woman is no stranger to responsibility and commitment. I may be biased with my opinion of her - but then she is my goddess! I digress. I was away myself and returned to see a post announcing her return in 2010. Is it true? I sent her a joke PM as only I can and she quickly confirmed the news....Then that first flirty PM which I initiated...and my goddess responds....the date is set...I tell her what I'm going to do to her once I get my hands on her...and she so playfully acknowledges. I tell her there is a surprise coming...and now I have her attention. She is curious....The suspense builds...I arrived to find my goddess standing behind the door of her suite, dressed in this amazing pin stripe corset, framing her petite figure. Black leather boots...matching..very well coordinated. While she closes the door, I empty my hands and make my way closer to her as she moves in closer to me. We kiss...that long passionate kiss. HI!!! Breathless!!!! I admire her beauty like the first time we met, I take her slowly by the hand and walk over to sit on the bed. We chat, I can't help myself I kiss her some more. Those eyes, those warm hands, that long flowing hair, that petite sculptured body, those soft sweet lips, that alluring fragrance. This is the temple of Amy - this is my goddess! I encourage her to open the gifts I brought for her...she is hesitant but I assured her it is ok. That smile as she uncovers what lies within - priceless. A toast, complete with wine - birthday wishes for her and sealed with a kiss. Candlelight, wine, chocolates, a hot captivating goddess in my arms - we talk, questions needing answers...I seize every moment to look into her eyes....I kiss her every chance I get. I once told her I could kiss her for hours....I corrected myself. She blushes....she tries to free me from my apparel, the button is stuck...I laugh. Not yet I say...as I free her, slowly admiring the new artwork on her body since we last met. I kiss her back, her new tattoos...all the way up to her neck, and slowly turned her over, reaching for her lips...I found them as my leg is strategically placed between hers. I shift my weight so as not to crush her, my hands roam her body, my legs hugging her close to me. We make out like this for possibly twenty minutes if not longer...but who's counting.... Knowing her birthday is coming up, I decided to pay homage to her, and I did, by playing a game of tease the goddess. Playfully and sensually tease parts of her body and watch/feel her reaction. Imagine bringing her to the brink and holding off, listening to her moans, watching her body writhe, watching her facial expressions. Feeling her hands run through my hair...I think I counted five times in over an hour....End result, goddess is wowed, warm and content. Don't think for a second she is selfish - no way. Let's just say that with all the oral pleasuring going on, I received my fair share too.....and then some.. We ended as we had started lying side by side, cuddled in an embrace, sharing a passionate kiss, me - lost in her eyes, lost in the moment. For a few fleeting moments we rekindled memories of times past and added some new ones....with a birthday toast and a kiss for good luck. So what makes her my goddess? That CERB must stay between her and I, some things must stay between two people. I hold her in high regard, and I sing her praises every chance I get and that is the way I am. She inspires me, she comforts me, she surprises me, she WOWS me! If and when you experience this in your travels you will know what I mean. If I seem out of sorts, it is because I am, she always has this effect on me. As always readers treat my goddess with respect. Happy birthday goddess and thanks for breathing new life into me. Thanks for being you and making heaven a place on earth. Strong words I know, but certainly sincere. I am Seymour, lost in the moment, lost in the temple of Amy. WOW....

Ashley pm'd me today saying that they will now NOT be providing me with ID and that they will no longer participate on cerb. They claim I have no right to ask for this so my response is - "Your age is in question and until you can prove without a doubt that you are over the legal age of 18 you will not be welcome to participate on cerb". They are trying to claim that I never asked them to prove they are 18 but I did previously ask the agency (Dylans) and when I had no response I pulled the Ginger and Ashley recommendations and spoke to the guys who commented on the recommendations. Before booking with Dylans or these ladies, ask yourself ... why they would they not just verify their age and clear this matter up. I think we all know the answer. I can not say for sure if they are over or under 18 years of age but I called her on using her older sisters ID and it seams like they no longer wish to show me ID. So my conclusion to this is that I must assume now that they Ashley (and probably Ginger) are underage. (This is just too suspicious for me - I can not allow them on cerb and they will be added to the DNR list) I would recommend to our members to stay away from anyone who looks underage and can not show you valid proof of age when requested. Maybe someone who does visit them can ask them for ID as Ashley did say that she would show her ID to anyone who asked her in person (Be forewarned it could be her sisters ID as that is what I was told to watch for).

Meg, your expiration date is printed under your left asscheek. Use a hand mirror, or get a friend to check it for you. I'm sure there are a number of helpful people here who'd volunteer. Don't be too concerned if you don't find anything there. Not all models were built with expiration dates. In this case, you'll have to go by other indicators such as: whether you're still enjoying yourself, whether your phone and email account remain busy, and whether people keep wanting to see you again and again.