Meaghan McLeod

Well if you want to cross hairs that it is not pedophilia a sixteen year old is still considered a minor. Anyone knows that. However, they might be considered " Hebephilia is defined as individuals with a primary or exclusive sexual interest in 11-14 year old pubescents or maybe they are Ephebophilia is the primary or exclusive adult sexual interest in mid-to-late adolescents, generally ages 15 to 19". If the 16 year old is lying about her age or has not fully reached maturity yet she would be considered pubescent. What ever term you want to use, it is still under the pedophilia family. Great idea about tattooing it across their forehead, however I think that ALL Child abusers who are convicted should have it tattooed on their nose. They can always cover up their forehead, but its pretty hard to cover up a big red dot on their nose labelling them as a child abuser.

I fiind that when it comes to the police being involved in disputes in this business they don't really do much. Occasionally you get one who pays lip service and claims to want to help. At the end of the day though, they seem to think that you should not be in this business and if things fuck up, well, you brought it on yourself. They don't protect us, help us etc. We have to take care of the situation ourselves.

When it comes to disabilities, you have to understand what type of disabilities they are dealing with. I met a client once who was almost totally disabled (wheelchair bound, but able to move once in a prone position, no acrobatics). He actually felt the medical should provide him a service, like how he has a homeworker come into take care of him. It is totally different dealing with someone who cannot move around, but still wants to experience a sexual experience with someone who is skilled in this. You have to understand what and how they want to experience this. Take your time, book a longer time because everything that we normally take for granted takes longer. Understand that they still have sexual needs and are generally frustrated in people who will brush them off. Just because they have mobility issues, does not mean they dont have needs. However, if they have cognitive or other types of needs, you have to understand how their disability needs to be understood. If they are blind, deaf, mentally challenged, or cognitive disabled, you have to take this into consideration. Just keep in mind to ensure you book a longer call for them. Take your time, fine tune their needs and all is well. Good luck!

Anyone who decides to see someone who advertises themselves as 16 years old deserves to be caught. Its not like they didn't realize the girl was underage and got caught. She advertised that she was underage and therefore the pedophiles needed to be apprehended. No sympathy here. Sorry, they knew that what they were doing was wrong, but decided to go thru with it and got caught.

Sitting in my bathtub, bubbles floating around me, the cats and dogs coming into see what I am doing.....Candles around me and a nice hot cup of tea...Bliss

I would be a Rottweiler. Strong and gentle. No one would fuck with me because I won't let those mess with me get away with it however, I love to cuddle with those that take care of me. I love going for long walks, playing at the beach but always aware of my surroundings and taking care of those that I love.

Hey there sweetie. I love that you are still devoted to your wife and understand the pain you feel. I am not out where you are, but wanted to drop a line. Sometimes, it is easier to start new with someone different then someone similar then the love of your life. You have felt some deep losses and it is always hard to move on. Just take it one day at a time, grieve your losses, love the gift she gave you (your child) and understand it is ok to feel like why..... One day you will be ready. In the meantime, give yourself some time to heal and grow. It does not always make sense, but eventually you will meet someone you can share a new intimacy. Love and blessings. Meaghan xoxo

Hello to you both. Its nice when you finally get the nerve to post. Very awsome people on this board, and its really unique in that everyone really does get along and watch each others back. Again welcome! Meaghan xoxo

Well Maria, I wish you the best of luck in your new journey. We are both in transition right now, and I understand how difficult this is, but am glad you are on a path that makes you feel good. Take care and God bless you. hugs and love Meaghan (formerly of New Brunswick)

Just found this group. Love women and men together...My favorite!

My very first experience was working in an agency. The madam told me "no matter what, do not discuss what you will do for the $". I wanted to make sure I didn't mess up, so I followed her lead. Well, the gent came to the door. We exchanged pleasantries and he gave me my donation. He asked me a number of questions like "is anyone making you do this, is this what you want to do?" etc. I was so new, I didn't understand why he was asking these questions. He then stood up and said he was leaving. I was confused and actually devistated. What did I do wrong. Am I not pretty enough? Am I too fat? All these thoughts are running thru my head as I am showing him to the door. I go back to let the owner know he has left and she can tell I am confused and upset. She then tells me that this is a guy from vice. They always come to check on new girls. Wants to make sure they are not underage, under pressure to work etc. She said, you passed with flying colours. She then said the "doug" would like to see me. He is a regular and has a passion for ripping pantyhose off, so get an extra pair. Off I go to the drug store to get another paid of pantyhose. He comes to see me, and everything is going well. However, the pantyhose I had were the control tops and he could not rip these things no matter how hard he tried. If I had worn the cheap ones, it would not have been a problem, but because I was wearing $10 quality ones, they would not rip. I learned from that experience that in this business, buying the expensive quality items is not always the best thing. I always have an extra set of pantyhose, thigh highs etc in my stash so I can accomodate these types of requests. I saw Doug a number of times after, and always had the cheap easy to rip pantyhose on hand for his pleasure. Meaghan

I find alot of the bigger downtown hotels offer more discretion and they tend to be nicer. I have booked in smaller motels where the client can park outside of my room, so there are no issues with elevators, staff, etc, but they are not as nice. The beds suck and they typically have roudy guests. When I book a hotel, I really want a nice bed, not just for my guys, but there is nothing like sleeping on a nice bed when I am not at home. I have a great bed at home, so sleeping in a crappy bed just doesn't do it for me anymore. Also, the downtown hotels are generally easier for others to get to. Good point though. When I book a hotel, parking is my most important issue (well, besides the bed). Dont care about restaurants and stuff. Well, a pool and jacuzzi and work out room is a nice bonus, but not my main focus.

There was this lady at the gas station who called everyone dear. Hello dear, thank you dear. Got quite anoying because she was using it on everyone, so it really wasn't a special endearment. One day, musta been a little grumpy, after the usual how are you dear, I replied, I'm doing great Moose. She was kinda startled, but I think she understood that this is a business establishment and maybe calling me dear once in the conversation might be ok, but to say it 5 times is a bit much. In this business, I call everyone sweetie. Once I know their name, then I can call them by their name, but until then, its sweetie.

I think that parking is the real issue here. If your sp is booking into a hotel that parking is crazy to find, yes that can be an issue for you. I dont really know the hotels in Ottawa that you are referring to, but yes, if you have to spend 20 minutes finding a parking spot and then it takes you 10 minutes to walk to the hotel, your quicky is now an ordeal. Great point when I am booking a hotel in a city I am travelling to. Meaghan xoxo

I dont care what you call me, as long as you call me.....HeHe. I once did a call thru an agency and they told me that I was to use a different name. I said ok, but when I called them to check in, I used my original name and well....I think that if the name your sp is using rings a bell that you dont want (like its your sisters name), she would understand you calling her a different name. Just let her know. Meaghan or whatever you would like to call me xoxo

besides, I would rather someone say hey are you into greek, then do you take it up the ass.....

The biggest things I hate being asked..... Do you live alone? You then start thinking, am I going to have some stalker watching my every move? I understand the question "are we going to be alone", but to ask a personal question about my private life is none of your business. Do you have any STD's? Can I do you bareback then? As I dont have any STD's, I certainly will not do bareback, especially with someone I have never met before. That is why I DONT have any STD's. Because I will not do bareback with guys who are willing to take a stupid chance with someone they dont know, especially in this business. Especially when they say they are clean and you ask them when the last time they were tested, and they say never, I just know I am clean. Well, I go for regular testing to make sure I am clean, why wont you?

I will be arriving in Toronto on Friday, and will be available for outcall hopefully starting on Saturday. Just wanted to give everyone a heads up, so that you can be ready for me. I am originally from New Brunswick and you can see my reviews there! I am currently in Ottawa. Have a great day! Meaghan Mcleod

I watched a documentary about the contracts that agencies get their girls to sign, and they seemed to stress the most that "you are not permitted to have sex with the client". Even though the agency knows this is the only reason clients call to book an SP, they wanted to make sure that they are stating "well, we told them they could not have sex with the client and we cant control what they do once they get together". I think this was mainly the US, they hired the girls to work as a topless dancer for the client. I also think that it is important to understand that you do not want to get into the whole issue of what services each girl offers. IE, do you offer greek, do you offer bb...etc. The whole understanding is that you are contracting the girl to provide time with the client and beyond that it is not spelled out. Last thing you want is by trying to be professional you are putting yourself into a position of "soliciting" girls for the purpose. BTW, what is it that you wish to accomplish by drawing up contracts?' Just my .2cents worth. Good luck!

I have had some experience with those that dont seem to understand that each woman is unique and what works with one wont work with another. Anyone who goes at the same breakneck speed and does not change their tempo or position will wear the kitty out. I find that after I have had several orgasms, and the big O, kitty is not interested in anymore penetration. She dries up and no amount of lube will make it enjoyable anymore, and actually hurts. After this happens, its game over for a few days till kitty is recovered. I understand wanting to get your moneys worth. You work hard for your money and want to make sure that at the end of the session, you are fully satisfied. Just remember the kitty is not meant for extended penetration. The porns make it look like this is how it is supposed to be, but in reality, my best O's have been with everything else, then some penetration - maybe the maximum of 15 minutes of penetration. And remember, who needs a 12 inch cock when we have a 6 inch pussy? I still remember a client who would pound away for 55 minutes. No foreplay, just a jack hammer while I grit my teeth. Needless to say, I would not book him after a couple of sessions and no amount of explanation would get him to understand that all he needed was a hole in the wall. After you have had great lovemaking, its kinda hard to go with this type of mentality that we are just an object for their pleasure and that they paid for 60 minutes to fuck me.

Hey sweetie Maria. You are amongst some of the nicest people in this business. I have met some truly wonderful people here, and they have been there in good times and bad. This is not the easiest business to be in. It takes nerves of steel and a bundle of confidence in yourself. Dont ever let anyone knock you down. They are just trying to bring you down to their level, and you do not deserve to be there. Please feel free to PM me is you ever want to talk or have a question. You are amongst friends. hugs and positive vibrations. Meaghan

Thank you for your best wishes. I am in Ontario, and when winter is over, I will be going out west. Have a great day!

Thank you to everyone for your kindness and good times. I have moved, and will no longer be providing services in NB. Take care! Meaghan

I also work in Saint John.