Meaghan McLeod

Happy birthday sweetheart! Hope its a special one! xoxo

I suggest you take your cues from her. If she talks dirty to you, then go for it. This is something you discuss with her in advance too. If she is not into this, then you know.

Thank you everyone for your love, support, hugs and best wishes. Yes, I had a bad call that would be classified as assault. Doesn't happen often, but every once in a while it does. I do love myself, and do not consider myself a whore. He viewed me as a whore, but I know I am not that.....I know how much everyone loves me, even those that have never met me. At that moment, my feelings were raw and that's why I posted this here. To show the other side of the coin on this subject of BBFS. I really want to thank everyone who came rallying forward at a time I needed to talk to someone. The phone calls, text messages, PMs and messages meant the world to me. Took yesterday off and am now back, stronger then ever. I love everyone who helped me. It means the world to me. This is why I love CERB. There really is no where else we can turn to for information, support and love. hugs to everyone and have a great day! xoxo Meaghan

Thank you for your support> Feeling better this morning. xoxo

You are the best! xoxo

Thank you to everyone who came forward to help me. Especially Nicolette. She is simply the best!

Happy birthday RG. Love having you on this board. It would not be the same without you! Meaghan

I need to talk privately to someone and have no one to call. If anyone is up right now and can talk, please pm me..... Meaghan

I am noticing more and more clients that simply refuse to wear a condom for FS. They say "it doesn't work", try to take it off and say "just let me slip it in for a sec". It infuriates me. I just left a client balling. I am still crying. He is a high ranking executive with the local health authority. I mean really? He does not know me from a hole in the wall. He knows I work as an escort and he is willing to take a risk like that? Just came back from a country that is rife with disease. I have no idea of his history. The fact that he would even want to take a risk like this with me. In all my years of working in this industry, I have never had to deal with so many people who for whatever reason think that they should not have to use a condom. I would never offer this service, yet they just assume because I am a whore I will accept this type of treatment. This is MY BODY. It is my temple. I have people that love and cherish me. I may not love myself, but they do. Why do they do this?:icon_frown:

Rehoming is always so hard. I have re-homed well over 30 pets over the years. It is so easy to say "we give the best" for the animal, when in fact there are others out there that need this animal in their life. I always go with the assumption that if it is meant to be, the clouds will part, and the sun will come thru and clearly show you that this adoption is a match made in heaven. If you don't feel it is the right match, keep looking. Been reading your input on the puppy...I feel for you. I don't take in puppies anymore (or at least try to avoid letting puppies in, because once they are in, I am hooked). Remember, there is nothing wrong with a pack, they love this. The older dog will teach the puppy many things that you cannot. I had a lab a while ago, and rehomed her because I really don't have the energy for a lab. However, didn't really think what it would do to my other older dog. She was an only dog for so long, I thought it would go back to the way it was before. However, she grieved for her and I now regret rehoming the lab because Maggie misses her. Maggie is a bossy girl and loved telling a dog 4 times her size what to do, where to sleep, when to eat and stealing the toys from her. Now she only has the cats to harass and am thinking of getting another dog for her. However, no, I am not looking for a pug, but good luck.

Trimmed, shaved or natural, I like it all. I think you have to look at your whole body. If you truly hairy everywhere, seeing a bald area can look strange, so just trim if you want or leave it natural. If you generally hairless overall, then a shave works well. However, razor stubble is never fun so if you are going to shave, keep it up. Waxing? Are you kidding me? No, won't do it to my kitty, why do it to yours?

Of course what you wear makes a statement about who you are and what you find important. If you own nice clothing, wear it if you want to. I enjoy seeing a man in a nice casual look. However, if you feel comfortable wearing "down" clothes, that is ok by me too. I wouldn't however show up at an incall location wearing something that would draw attention to yourself. And no, it is never ok to open the door to your lady naked. Good grief, show some modesty please. There is time for that. Of course, if you two already know each other, that's a different thing, but meeting for the first time, never ok. We are still ladies after all.:obs55:

I have seen this out in Victoria , BC. Was at a bar and was waiting in line to get in. There was a bunch of Asians girls, very beautiful and exotic. They were obviously being controlled by an older Asian lady. She kept making sure they were standing up straight up, smiling and looking great. Didn't understand what she was saying them, but it was clear to everyone that they were being controlled. I was upset about this, and wanted to go up to the girls, but these 2 guys came forward to me and obviously wanted to make sure I made no connection to these beautiful girls. The lady paid no attention to me, but it was also obvious that the girls didn't want to make a connection with me for fear. I understand there is a cultural difference, but I was heartbroken. These were beautiful women, and I have always loved women. I hate anyone being exploited and this was my first experience seeing someone being OBVIOUSLY exploited and so many at the same time. It happens here, you just have to open your eyes and see. I rarely go out to bars now. It upset me this much.

I love Lee because his quirky sense of humor is exactly what I love. I also think his avatar is quirky and probably nothing like what he looks like so I love that!

not sure if my link will work, but Worlds worst tenants, SEX DOLL PARTY is hilarious! http://www.spike.com/video-clips/1wjfta/worlds-worst-tenants-sex-doll-party Cute dolls!

I don't think people think you don't like English girls, we understand that conversing in your own language is easier. Je ne pense pas les gens pensent que vous n'aimez pas les filles anglaises, nous comprenez que la conversation dans votre propre langue est plus facile. I don't speak French, just use Babylon translator... xoxo

Guys who continuously text you saying "will 100 get me anything?". Listen, you don't really know what you will get for 100. I've been polite, even added humour. However, to keep pursuing it, get a life!

Revenge. Cant wait each week. Also all the reality shows like survivor, amazing race, the voice, still love them.

I like Nicole cause she is really hot. I met her once and she is really hot. I also like her temper. Reminds me sometimes of me.

April - I am definetly firey. Being a redhead and Irish. And its my birthday in 11 days!

When someone just texts "hi", I never know if they misdialed or what. When they add something like, "saw your ad" or "are you available?", it lets me know they are calling me. I do get text's sometimes that the person texting me has misdialed. Got a text once that went like this "Hey dude, do you know if Mike is a smoker?" Of course, I sent a reply back "you have the wrong number" and he replied "who's this?". I had to reply back "I don't know you and don't know Mike". He then said "thanks Mate". So, it really helps if you say more then just "hi". What am I supposed to respond to? "How are you?" "good". Its like pulling teeth!

Welcome to Cerb. There are some great stickies on the New to this site. A list of abbreviations as well as the other stickies. Start reading and enjoy. Again Welcome! Meaghan xoxo

I like Touch because of his avatar - very sensual. And he loves boobies and I do too! Meaghan xoxo

Hey sweetie. I find that language barriers can be overcome in this business. After all, it is the language of love that matters. Hé bonbon. Je constate que des barrières linguistiques peuvent être surmontées dans ces affaires. Après tout, c'est la langue de l'amour qui importe. Not sure if the translation worked, but welcome and hopefully you are able to find someone!

Because people are not generally monogamous? Especially in this industry. Once the test is taken, it takes a couple of weeks for the results to come back. Who was your partner seeing in that period of time from when the test was administered and now? The test results only indicate that on the date the test was administered, you were clear, but if you had any high risk activity after the test, that won't show up until your next test.