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Now this thread may not be for some of you...but many of you know me well enough you will understand why I am writing this. I have gone through life trying live every day to the fullest. I have lost to many friends and family to really let life pass me by. Now I am not a thrill junkie...but more of a person who wants to explore life in many ways. One of those ways is though sexual exploration.....I love to talk and interact with people...be it on any level...but especially the sexual level. To make something clear....I love sex......be it actually a physical release of cum..or the mental explosion of starts before your eyes....or even a combination of both....I love the feelings and after glow But as I get older I find I am more easily attaining the mental and less often the physical release of the orgasm.......allot of this I blame on my weak mental block of the raincoat....as soon as the antler sees one...the blood goes to the brain...and not as fast to between the legs... Now I have found the little pill that helps......but I tend to avoid it. Ladies...never take offense if a guy cannot cum...sometimes it is the physical closeness and contact that we crave.....sometimes it is a medical issue. Now back to the exploration Now I am not ashamed of masturbation and post...chat...and joke about it all the time. To me it is an incredible release of tension...stress...and daily problems. Now maybe I jerk off too much....who really knows...at least once a day...and sometimes up to God knows how many times. Now that is what led me to massages. Ahhhh...the glorious feeling of a nice pair of hands easing out the tension followed by the release of tension through the penis......being jerked off....I LOVE IT! Mutual masturbation.......be you doing each other or watching each other do it....so damn erotic. I still love it and go for massages.....but my exploration expanded... I got into (literally) ...the encounters with beautiful women...the hobby so to speak. I do not feel there is really any type of female form that I do not love..there is beauty in all...so I explore all ladies. There are some that I wish I could see...some that I have seen a few times....but there are so many it is so difficult to choose and play. I am not the aggressive male who takes charge. I prefer the female direct the action. After all their bodies are so much more complicated to please..and I so want to please them. I love to caress...feel...lick..smell...and admire the female form...delicious!!!! But that does not mean I want to get into S&M....I have tried it some and did not find it pleasing to me to attain any type of mental or physical pleasure. I have had a few 3-sums..and they have been from me being the amazing center of attention to almost being left out..but all taught me something. So I move on...what is there next...well...I have played around in the in-between sex....yup...she male...transgendered....lady boys....whatever the name.....now this is fun. An early experience e was good..but not what I was looking for. Then I met t-girl Nikki...and she turned my mind on first..gave me some of the best mental pleasure in this part of my sexual exploration. She opened my mind and made me feel very safe and sexually open...I will always thank her for that and want to catch up again when our schedules work. But I wanted more...then I met Lucy Bisset..WOW....that was an experience I really never put down on paper..or web. She is all woman..and more of something else. She brought me to sexual heights I never dreamed of....the feel of her in my mouth to her cumming on my face.....wow... This is where I am at now...and part of my next experience on the horizon...... My urges now are more going bisexual...yup..I wrote it....bisexual.......why?...well I have tried so much...I want to try more...not really into the guy on guy alone.....at least not yet in my future...but more into the 3-sum interactions. I have been looking at allot of Tumblr these days...something to fuel my appetite and the porn on MMF bisex is driving me crazy. I want to be in a scenario where myself and another man are pleasing a women...the thought of a woman and a man going done on me..or me going done on them....69 with the woman while the other guy does her doggy...wow...the options for me are endless..... So there you have my exploration to date on a sexual level.....will I post more...will I go further....do I know what is coming next.....only time will tell.... I have exposed a part of myself......I feel scared..but free.....ready to go on...hehehehehehe

... but you've done a fine job of it nonetheless. :icon_redface: Antlerman, thank you so much for your post. You have no idea how much it means to me to read this, and how honoured I feel to have helped you begin your journey into unknown territory. I do see a lot of first-timers, and when I hear that they've explored even further since our meeting, I'm absolutely overjoyed. I love what I do, and I'm so fortunate to be able to help other people open their minds. Avoiding student debt is a huge plus, and the main reason I started, but since then, I've found that I sometimes have a unique opportunity to educate people about subjects they're afraid to ask about. I'm able to help people look beyond black-and-white labels, and see the shades of grey that makes life so interesting. I'm able to help them realize that categories shouldn't stand in the way of pleasure, and I'm able to help people explore (and ultimately satisfy) their curiosity, and provide a unique experience which they may never have again. Being a sex worker isn't just about sex; sometimes, it's about being a teacher, a student, and a friend. I'm honoured to have played all of those roles for you, and thank you for playing those roles for me as well. :ThankYou: No one person can change the world, but sometimes, it just takes a few minutes to change an opinion, or a belief, or an assumption. If we truly want to make a difference, the best way to do it is by opening each other's minds, one at a time. Reading your post, and knowing how much courage it took you to write this, makes me feel so happy for you, and I congratulate you on having the guts to put this up for us to read. :bigclap: Thank you so much for the kind words, and I wish you all the best in your continued exploration of yourself, and your sexuality. :lovers:

We have re-opened the "Best bums on the planet" thread. The council is split 50/50 on deciding what to do with these threads (Allow them or not) so the decision was left for us (The moderators) we have both mutually agreed to allow them as they bring good traffic to the site and many members contribute and enjoy these. Infractions/Suspension will be handed out for ... 1) Hijacking the threads (Anywhere on the site) 2) Posting anything negative (Anywhere on the site) 3) Posting any photo showing Genitals 4) Posting links to PORN sites (Please DO NOT pull photos from porn sites either) No exceptions for threads like this. If you do not like/enjoy these threads please DO NOT read them. We would also ask that if you post a providers photo here (Hotlinking it from another website) that you ask her for permission first.

In light of needing to lift my spirits these days, I thought this would be a good thread to start. Basically, the way this will work is that everyone will post something they like about the person who posts before them. Even if you don't know the person, maybe a good suggestion is to look through their photos/posts or even commment on the very post before yours. Hopefully this thread will be ever-lasting and people will feel the ongoing love from their CERBies! Love and care for yourselves. Xo Sky

I like Soleil a lady that I had the pleasure meeting, she is gorgeous,friendly,caring and has a heart of gold. Soleil is of course a beautiful ray of sunshine to us here at Cerb :)

Elizabeth exudes elegance (Sorry MrNice, our posts must have crossed)

I like Roaming Guy. He is as gentlemanly in person as he is on CERB.

This is very good news! Thanks to all. Just to get us relaunched, and with her permission, JessicaMassage

WhatDYT: I've been where you are.... ultimately it is self-control you will want (unless you're a millionaire!) .... the need for courage evaporates in about 7 seconds! Enjoy!

Well thank you guys ... Toine was skipped so : I like Toine's straight forward personality which reflects in his posts and I like RG's respect for people and the fact that he inspired me to start posting jokes which is a huge deal considering I wouldn't even read those posts before :) Additional Comments: Please continue with a comment about Sol, I just responded to include Toine.

I like RoamingGuy's sense of humour, his jokes and his caring, charismatic and non-judgmental character. I'm always interested in reading his posts and appreciate his gentlemanly ways.

I always thought the episode where they stage a musical version of Hamlet set to the Howell's Gilbert and Sullivan records was just brilliant.

Better safe ( i.e. cbj) than sorry even if an sp loses business. Guys have to respect this decision for those providing safe gfe. Ultimately their own health can often be at risk.

I finally had the opportunity to meet Gabriella not so long ago. A few emails back and forth (okay, more than a few) had left me greatly anticipating the chance to finally meet. So, I arrived to find myself greeted by a beautiful lady... some light-hearted conversation, some delicacies upon which to nibble, and things warmed up, so it was time for a shower and a natural progression to more heated activities... with pauses only to collapse and laugh about things. I can't even remember what it was now, but it must have been funny, as there was a *lot* of laughing. What followed was a fantastic time (many happy memories), more conversation, more laughing, and all too soon it's time to go... but I left with a big grin on my face, and I'll be going back for more.