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My mother has been quite ill for a long time and we were bracing ourselves for the possibility of bad news. She has just received some final reports and it looks like there is nothing life threatening at the moment. I am very happy and grateful that we may just have some extended time together.

I learned that I am going to be a first time grandfather, with the due date on my own birthday.

The answer is YES, absolutely, why not? I enjoy watching porn and find it very stimulating at times... What about you ? Ladies, do you break open your laptop's, find your favorite scene, grab a toy and let the festivities begin? Is there a type of image or scene you'd like to act out one day with a client? What are the top reasons why you watch porn? (to get off, to learn new moves, to kill time, get in the mood, to explore secret fantaisies, for the humour, etc.) I'd also like to let any SP or female who participates on this board and I'm sure I'm speaking for the majority of the males here, "they will not think any less of you". That being said, speak your mind. :)

Picking up my pug from the vet. Two nights away from him was torture, but he is now snuggled right up against me. He usually sleeps in his own bed, but he will definitely be sleeping with me tonight, I'm SO happy he's home and is healthy :D

I. Love. Porn. Lesbian porn, gay porn (HOT!!)... I enjoy it all. I love bdsm porn, dabble in humiliation porn, and occasionally enjoy gang bang porn (huge "fuckit" list item lol) I also enjoy the lesbian scenario porn where an "older" woman seduces a "younger" woman. YUM!!

I started reading erotica at a very young age when I found my mothers hidden stash. Then I made a deal with the guy who ran my local corner store in my small outskirt so I could rent movies and buy the magazines (loved the small digest with stories and pics). I had an amazing stash of retro porn, hot and dirty until an ex BF stole them all. It's always been a part of my existence although nowadays, it's a much smaller part. I find I love erotica more where I can create visuals and stories in my mind as opposed to watching them. When it comes to porn, I like those that use actors who genuinely seem to be enjoying themselves. I love cool angles, close up shots and I like it dirty and passionate. I love cock so there is some gay porn I adore. I love retro porn because it was about the sex and not the bells and whistles. had a great energy to it. I dislike lesbian porn where the girls have perfect 2"-3" nails and you wonder how much damage is going to be done. I like some BDSM stuff as long as it's not into the extremes. I get off on in your face porn and by that I mean I put on three different good scenes, crank it up and let the sounds and the need wash over me until...well, you know. lol People watch porn; men, women and everyone in between. Some don't, some do. Ain't life grand!

Being an SP is like being in the Mafia. Deny, deny, deny is often the name of the game for many as SPs and hobbyists. I'm sure many SPs who have friends and family who know but outside of that, no one knows the secret. Looking over my shoulder is something I've learned to deal with in my time as an SP. Bad clients, stalkers, jealous competition or just plain haters. They are all out there...Take me as I am and accept who I am as a person and not what I do for a living.. otherwise you won't be included in my life. I am a mature enough woman and have come to realize over the years that I do not need approval from anyone but myself to tell me I'm a good or bad person. I know better... Your job does NOT define who you are as a person whether it is morally acceptable in society or not. We all do what we do for various reasons. People can talk but unlike the Mafia, I can't shut them up or shoot them. In some cases, I wish I could! lol. So carry on...

Ok I promise I will be there... I don't know how motivated I'll be lol I know many of you have been waiting and I try not to disappoint. Please please please flag me down if I'm just standing around lol I'm oblivious sometimes xx00xx

I love it any way I can get it out of you ! My preference though, has to be on my tongue! Being able to look at you while you blow that hot creamy load into my mouth is amazing!

Triple A is definitely part of ALO now :) , and soon enough we will have a new name for the spa..It is currently under renovation until this Saturday morning, it will look absolutely amazing and I cant wait to see the new look Cant wait to experience the new look and feel with all you wonderful Gentlemen

Yea... my Hobby life is certainly a secret... absolutely no one in my day to day life knows anything about it. That said I just see this as one of the dimensions of who I am... people who know me privately know a dimension of me that is different than my work profile if my community worker profile or family profile so it is not unusual from my perspective to have a sexual dimension that is not shared with everyone. I think the privacy and high level of discretion associated with this hobby is actually one of the liberating facts for us clients however it is unfortunate that the wonderful ladies face negative stereotyping for an industry that is nothing like most people think. Just my opinion.

In all fairness to the ladies with no reco's or reviews- not all will be bad! In order for any encounter to be successful and fun good communication needs to take place in the beginning. Reviews or not an unhappy encounter can occur if there is no chemistry, attraction, misunderstandings about services provided, poor hygiene for either person, or both, or many other issues that again- should be understood and discussed prior to meeting-especially with someone new or unknown. Keeping in mind- sometimes bad days happen for even the best recoed girl or the nicest hobbyist, making for an unhappy encounter. nobody is perfect and unless you've been lied to about pictures, upcharged for what should have been included or some other intentionally dishonest act, then a second chance is always fair:)

Yes, yes, and yes! I prefer lesbian porn or threesomes (any combo but less males the better lol). Nothing against men or penises in porn--I just prefer lesbian porn. My favourite is watching dominant woman/women take control--teacher/student or boss/employee *drool*

Well, though I know this would never have been her intention, I think it may only be appropriate that the first post in this thread go out to Midnite Massage herself! Not only does she always have kind, patient advice and empathy for everyone around her, but she is often the first person to recognize the contributions of everyone else. Certainly when it comes to building community spirit she helps set the bar. I think I can safely say on behalf of everyone, thanks for all you do! (Plus, her blog is super sexy.)

I think we all have multi identities and many ways of being in the world. I'm an escort, but I'm also a lover, sister, friend, student, and yogini. Some things aren't relevant in certain contexts, and we all have things we would simply prefer not to discuss. All of my friends and family know what I do; unfortunately, being able to live life openly is a privilege only few share in this industry. The only time I've ever lied is with an intimate partner who did not support me seeking my financial independence through escorting. Suffice it to say, we are no longer together. For some people, the 'double life' is necessary for their mental, physical, and emotional health. It's not necessarily bad, and it doesn't necessarily cause dissonance. For some, it can be very healthy and I've heard many gentlemen echo (both on the board and face-to-face) that the experiences they have with service providers help create and maintain a balance in their lives... Despite the 'double life' at times (managing/mitigating risk and making sure not to get caught), I think that's a really beautiful thing.

I don't think that I have gone a day without logging in to Cerb to read new post and to chat with old friends. I am a Cerbaholic and I admit it. Any others? First step is to admit it second step is to accept it third step is to enjoy it. What is better then spending time with the lovely women of Cerb :)

As a hobbyist or Sp or MA Most of us, are living a double life. Like Superman or Spiderman. Clark Kent by day and Superman by Night Peter Parker by day and Spiderman by night. We all have our private lives that we shared with Friend, family and co-worker. And then we have this other secret life where we meet other Men and Women for a quick sexy fantasy encounter. Or for some it is their income. However, we all have our secrets that we need to keep from our friends and family. And run the fear of being caught and suffering the consequences. But this is part of the thrill of living on the edge. It's what makes this life style a bit risky and exciting. But it can be stressful as you are always afraid of getting caught or being found out. Being careful, by having second phone or forgetting to close your browser when you still have cerb or emails open or forgetting to erase your internet history. Just wanted to get your thoughts and experiences of what it is to lead this double life. Did you ever get caught and how did you explain your way out of it out, or had to suffer the consequences. Hope to hear, some of your thoughts on this subject.

Didn't realize how much time I spend on Cerb each day, until the last couple of months when Chat went down for a day or two. Could not chat with friends for a couple of days while it was being repaired. Then in January the Cerb server crashed and was going up and down, and I couldn't contact a Girl I was interested in. Then one night Rogers Internet went down for 2 hours, The family went thru withdraw, the kids could not do their homework, watch youtube, chat with friends. I couldn't chat on Cerb :(. I've become addicted to cerb, reading the interesting post, chatting with friends on Cerb Chat. Imagine what life would be like if Cerb disappeared? :( How would that affect your life ? Also I would like to thank the Mod for a great job on keeping the Cerb server up for us Cerbie's and for maintaining a great site for all to enjoy. Keep up the good work. And I appreciate all your efforts :)

Yes my friends, I have done it "my way"! Some may have noticed that my posts and threads are becoming minimal in nature (could be a good thing!). So as an update, the cancer continues to spread and has started to effect some nerves and cognitive stuff on a random basis. Docs tell me this is what I can expect for a while, nothing major, but all things being equal, by spring, my nerve endings will be really screwed up, memory may or may not be effected, speech may or may not be effected. They looked at me funny when I asked about my tongue! Anyway, hanging in, trying to get rid of this blasted cold provided to me by some uncaring asshole. Will continue to stay in touch while I can, hoping to be good for the next Ottawa Social, that is a focus! Will continue to drive and visit as long as I am able. Thanx, hope you all have a great weekend, play safe, play often and give the ladies lots of licks, kisses and hugs (YMMV)!!!!! Tom TheLiquor

In keeping with the spirit of this wonderful community, this is a thread to recognize the contributions of our members in making this a vibrant and fun place to be. Not only to indulge our senses in sensual delights but also tempt and support our palates, minds, hearts, souls and everything else that makes us human. Let's use this thread to recognize and thank while also respecting those who have a differing opinion. Thank you to everyone who made your voices heard. :ThankYou:

I know the very first time (and keep in mind I was still a relative newbie to this lifestyle) a certain lady;-) required verification/screening information including a reference and it was somewhat scary for me. OMG she'll know my real name. My stereotype of this lifestyle was it was about anonymous sexual encounters, so imagine this lady wanting my personal information. But I gave it, including my name and verifiable reference. And the result, our very first encounter, was a great encounter, and, well I think a large part of it being a great encounter was even before we met in person, a wall got broken down and there was some level of trust between the two of us, a trust which has grown...if that makes sense Privacy must be respected. But it is a balancing act between a lady's safety and well being versus a man's privacy, well IMHO a lady's safety and well being trump a man's privacy every time. I have found, after seeing a few ladies who require verification, that the information provided is treated with the utmost respect and confidentiality. You can trust the ladies with your personal information. If you don't want to provide your personal information then don't see ladies who require screening information. Me, I'm glad back in my newbie days I overcame my fear of providing verification information. If I had declined she would have declined seeing me, and I know the loss would have been all mine A rambling RG

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Seems that Triple A has been re-invigorated, now a part of ALO!!! Already been there when I had heard "although not public" just to see if it was true! SO happy, has that nice ALO feel to it... and this is before restorations. Great service, no hassle, no problems... Nice to have a GREAT late-night option!!!

Well I paid the donation via email money transfer for an encounter I'm having in just a little over a weeks time now. An encounter with a lady I have wanted to meet for a very long time. RG

I can say from personal experience that a duo with Zoe and Kaylee is awesome and the boobage is outstanding in terms of quality and quantity....hehehe

It is still disappointing that I will not be with my Girl Kimmy. We always have a good time during and after the socials. Thanks for your best wishes Lee. Enjoy.

I wrote my post on this thread about 9 months ago. It's interesting to see what's shifted since then, and in what direction. At least for me, the boundaries between all the different facets of my life shift continuously. Sometimes they are firmer, sometimes they are less firm. Sometimes I feel like I can share everything, and sometimes I feel like I can't. Depends on the context, on the people present, and on my own state of mind. My last post was a lot firmer - "I don't live a double life" - because I believed I lived my life with a certain degree of integrity. I think now I'm coming to realize that sometimes, my life (be it the fact I'm an escort, or a research assistant, or a student) is no ones business. We all have a right to privacy, including the privacy of our thoughts. What I've written might seem obvious to most, but I feel like I'm constantly growing and learning how I want to live my life... I think about this sort of stuff a lot!

There are many that stand out and who should be recognized I think and deserve continued thanks and appreciation for their contributions here, for their insight, intelligence, ability to voice an objective and understanding opinion, who don't pick sides, who are wise beyond words and who's posts I enjoy reading. these are the ones at the top of my list: Cat-A woman who knows how to put things into perspective. I think I know what I'm talking about when I respond to a thread until I read her response. She truly "gets" it and causes me to think again, to look at things in another way, usually the right way. To her I thank, admire and always look forward to reading her responses. I just wish she would post more:) Tracie-Midnight-like Cat, she has a way with looking at things fairly, with understanding and has never imo passed judgement. She could teach us all something imho:) Mightypen-just a smart guy. He too can put things into perspective, always, imo has the right answer. I just admire him and respect his opinions:) RG- A man I feel I could tell my secrets. He makes me feel safe even though we've never met. Just a good soul, we need more like him:) Brad-Smart, informed, fair and just a nice guy:) Miss jane TG-Her posts are intellectual, informed, to me always valuable and worth reading. There are many others here that are smart, informed, well spoken, and we are lucky to have them. I apologize for not naming them all as I feel they too are stand outs . But the ones named seemed to be at the top of my list. We all have something to offer and to be thankful for. What makes some different imo is how they can articulate their posts without judging, criticizing or being biased. Traits I know I don't often have and ones I envy. So to the ones I've listed- thank you:)

While there were times in the past where it was essential that I keep details about my work private from many people, the secret life thing never worked very well for me... I'm only speaking for myself here, of course, but, it's alot of work to keep things heavily compartmentalized....and I value the continuities between my many selves too much to keep my life as an SP separate. My son knows what I do, my family and friends know, and I like it that way. :)

Yep there's not much doubt that I gave a CERB addiction... i come on here every day. An earlier poster indicated that he was on every day before and after work...lol... what a slacker I am sure to check in at least a couple if times a day while at work. I have enjoyed the community but to be honest I am really here because of the amazing ladies.... I managed to live quite well before I found CERB and would do so again if it was gone but I enjoy having it as a part if my life and am thankful for all the people who work so hard to maintain and operate this online space for us. THANKS

and she tucked herself away in a corner quiet and foreign to the crowd around her and all that kept racing through her head is that the best kind of beauty is the kind mostly ignored

As long as she is dancing for other clients, you are free to get dances from other dancers. There is no cheating in the client/dancer relationship, but there are some dancers who will try to guilt you into only spending time with them. I think you may be reading too much into your interactions with her. Enjoy your time together and feel free to explore other options - it sounds like visiting MAs and escorts, and perhaps even other clubs/dancers, would be a good thing for you.

OMG......Zoe alone has a amazing rack..these 2 together would be in boobie heaven!!

Love the Thread Eva I certainly do watch porn, Ive always been into porn since the age of 15-16...I find it very arousing, I watch porn, to release some sexual tension that I get every now and then, I watch it to learn new moves, and just to get off :) My favorite porn to watch is threesome lesbians, I get turned on quickly and get off real quick when I watch two girls fully pleasing another one....My fantasy is to have two girls totally worship me....Too Much to ask for....???

Yes, I definitely enjoy porn. I have favourites that I go back to fairly often :)

I love porn! I wrote a blog entry about it a while back - http://thetattooedcat.blogspot.ca/2014/01/how-do-you-porn.html

Cum shots to the face are my all time favourite followed by voluptuous women masturbating.

I do remember life and being in this business with no cerb and no sense of community in general. Yeah, it was sucky.lol. A special thanks to the Mod for creating such a great place to go to with no b.s. :)

Back from the gym and having my shake :)

getting ready for bed and looking at my magic wand.....yes an orgasm would feel really good before bed.....mmmm.........

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Absolutely your right !!! I think ? Nevermind !! Now I am confused... We shall put a pile of nice white sand, a heat lamp, some good Rum, a cigar and a machine gun in the corner in honor of you in your absence cause you are out exploring the good things in life in fucking sunny warm sandy beaches would you like a rum and cigar yes please Cuba !!! pardon my language....Have fun. ;)

I watch it and I love it too. Always have, always will. I find it stimulating and it is super fun to watch with someone who also enjoys the same-and trying to watch the whole scene w/o starting to mess around...its tough ;) -but super sexually rewarding when the scene is over and you start to play!!!

Well usually what is defined as cheating is determined by the person who is being cheated on. Different people have different levels of what they'll accept. In this case, it's probably not as much "cheating" (because you're not in a defined relationship) it's more an issue of loyalty that's being presented. Even in these paid scenarios that we engage in there are legitimate bonds that do develop between providers and clients. It happens. When the client decides for whatever reason to enjoy the company of another provider sometimes human emotion enters into the NSA realm and a provider can be left with the feeling of being jilted. She invested a lot of time and energy into developing a good or even great rapport with you only to see you see others. (She might be a professional but she's human and feelings do impact even pro's) It might be callous, but at it's essence this is a business and as but one of her many paying clients you do have the right to explore elsewhere just as she has the right to see other clients. So....no cheating.

I don't know what your problem would be with a spa, especially ones like ALO, Angels/Para or CMJ. If you're looking for an outcall massage check out CMJ, they provide that service, I think it's called Touch of Euphoria.

Thank you Pechka for posting that. Remember there are shelters in all our cities and they all can use volunteers. If you have an hour or more to spare here and there why not go to a shelter near you and walk a dog or play with the cats. It's so rewarding and the animals will soooo appreciate it. But I'll warn you it can become additive as the animals at shelters are so wonderful. If I were only wealthy I could save them all.

I know we are some ways away from the social, but i'd like to thank everyone who confirmed their attendance so far: ladies that either posted here, PM'ed me or those i've talked to directly, and of course those gents who paid for their tickets. As Lee would put it, my muffins (which will be well garded because he says i should :icon_wink: ) and I can't wait to see you all there! Cheers!

The Cerb Server was down, and i suddenly suffered withdraw pains. What if it didn't come backup. How I was I going to chat with my friends :( Anyone feel the same way :) Great Job Mod for getting the server backup ASAP. We are glad that we have someone as technical as you. Thanks Job Well Done. :)